2007/07/31
the moment dat i told him... "the feeling is not right" i cried....
i just feel bad.... i am so bad to him....he.... did a lot of things 4 mi...has always been dere.... entertaining mi.. encouraging mi.... and listening to mi...
i told him .... everything....
i said... the kind of feeling dat he gave mi is dat... he is my fren.. gd fren...
very close, can say....
bt... it's not the kind of feeling dat my boifren shld give mi....
I TOLD HIM DIS..... DID I HURT HIM ??
i told him dat i scare later we 2gether den we got nothing to talk.....
he tried to change .... 4 mi...
n i still rejected him...
sorri... sorri.... sorri...... i felt so sorri....
bt i tried.... i really cant love him.....
n u noe wat's his ans to mi ??he said.... NEVERMIND..... I WILL STILL BE WAITHING FOR YOU... UNTIL U GOT UR FEELINGS RIGHT.....
haiyu is not worth waithing 4..... dere are other gals 4 u...
不是你配不上我,只是我不配拥有你的爱。。。。。
haiyu is bad..... she is like the 坏女人 in the drama series....
把喜欢自己的男生丢下不管。。。 不管他有多么难受,不管他付出了多少。。。 她都不要他。。。
我残忍又卑鄙。。。
我是坏女人
离我远一点。。。 免得你受到伤害。。。。 离我远一点,因为我也不想伤害任何人。。。。。
又一次。。。 我痛恨我自己。。。。
i hate jiang haiyu !!!!!!!!!!!!
dun ask mi abt dis ..... i wont say anything de.... pretend u nv c anything, k?
我,写在这里。。只是,实在不能把所有的东西都存在心里。。 心里面涨涨的。。 不是痛,只是不爽快。。。。。
sorri.... sorii.....
sori sorry.....
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i noe dis is very random.... cauz just now junhong ask mi wat is my fav flower... den i say.... it's haiyu....
^^ haiyu is realli a flower mah..... 海芋花田的故事。。。 没听过么?
not bad hor? haiyu flower....
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2007/07/30
first of all..... thx JIANG DA LEE 4 fixing my blog....
I LOVE JIANG DA LEE !!!!!!
ha ha.. ur prata coming le... i promise ^_^
2day TKD training.... 几乎整个过程我都是在放空状态。。。 enjoying myself in my own world... dis is sth dat i super gd at.... just dun care wat else is going on.... 沉浸在自己小宇宙的喜怒哀乐当中。。。
想今天的蒙蒙细雨。。 想在 lecture 的时候我们怎么胡闹。。。 想mark 说,以后我们有了女儿,全都要叫作 drizzle.....
也不知道到底想到了什么,会突然间偷偷的笑。。 会皱眉头。。。。其实有想过,如果可以发呆一辈子就好了。。。 实在是懒得 做其它事情。。 发呆,就可以让我觉得很幸福了。。
我也知道这样不好。。。 training mah.... 既然来了,就应该 在这 2个钟头里面付出我 100%的努力。。。 100%的身心投入。。。
只是。。。 今天。。。 我也不知道怎么了。。。 真的很难专心。。。
during the sparring part... gana trash by moon....
i noe got ppl shouting at mi... tell mi to hug her... to slide back... to kick her... or watever...
i just stone dere n let her kick..... ha ha... i am stupid... for once onli~~~
shit la !! i hate myself 4 doing dat....
at least i shld have tried to punch... to blok.... or watever..... shit la ~~~ i stupid..........
dere shld not b any slacker haiyu next training le... ._. will try the best of my best to train de....
训练之后,走去换衣服。。。
偶然抬头,看到天上月朗云清。。。
月亮耶~~~ 象牙色的月亮。。。 清澈。。。 甚至透明。。。
那么漂亮。。。 银白色的月光 倾盆而下~~~
那夜,真的好浪漫。。。。
^^ 我喜欢月亮。。。
先这么多,下次想到再说
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2007/07/24
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2007/07/04
haiyu has transformed into yoyoyoyo ^_^
3 july is yoyoyoyo's birthday... cauz i draw her 4 the 1st time on 3rd july....
yoyoyoyo's profile :
Family Name: yo
Given Name : yoyoyo
(call her yoyo also can)
Date of birth : 3rd july 2007
Gender : ah gal...
Blood type: AB (same as her mummy wat)
Zodiac sign: cancer (virgo's gd fren)
Height : same as mummy's index finger.....
Weight : abt half can of 7 up ......
i am haiyu... some ppl call mi haiyou also... so... my baby should b called yoyoyoyo... cauz she super active wat ....
my yoyoyoyo is a super actvie de cute cute gal...
其实本来,mummy 对画画根本没设么信心的。。但是,在帮uncle画了他的botak boi 之后。。整个观念都变鸟。。。 mayb i canot draw well.. bt i definetly can draw better than uncle....
so i sit in front of my desk... scratching my head.. thinking very hard abt my baby... 想到脑袋都要破掉 了。。 才勾出了yoyoyoyo 的大概轮廓...
yoyoyoyo 是 扎着两个小辫子的 可爱小女生。。。
天真,搞怪,爱穿蓬蓬的泡泡裙。。。 (因为mummy说裙子比较容易画啊~~)
期待自己的王子的出现。。。
就像妈妈在努力寻找爸爸一样。。。。。
早熟,又不喜欢去学校。。。 但是爱吃巧克力跟香草冰淇淋 。。。
也许我应该发展 yoyoyoyo 漫画日记。。。。
一大本,自己慢慢的,每天都画那么一点点。。 sounds not bad leh... ha ha...
k... dat's all abt yoyoyoyo...
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2007/07/02
k... start wid english... bt feel very weird.. so must change back 2 my chinese le...
本來大家説好一起去圖書館讀書的。。。
其實去之前就知道我們不會真的讀什麽書的咯
一群小P孩湊在一起,又沒有考試的壓力,我們怎麽可能那麽乖,老老實實的坐在圖書館裏面讀書呢? ^_-
i feel dat i should not hav brought my lappy along..... i nv use a lot la~~ really!! (>_<) i got study de !!! i turn on the lappy 2 listen music only..... it's alvinn n mark use my lappy 2 tag other ppl's blog.....

ha ha.... sleeping in the library..... =p
actually we were quite normal b4 the lunch.... dun noe y... aft lunch... we all get high already.... we all wanted 2 shift table... bt got 1 couple 搶掉我們的位置。。。 其實不要緊的麽。。。 我就跟 mark 坐了過去。。。 明明是説好讀書。。可是卻在那裏閙個不停,笑。。 可能是有那麽一點點大聲了吧~~ 連十分鈡都不到,那兩個人就可憐兮兮的走掉,找其他的位置去了。。。人家纔是真的要去 library 讀書的呢~~ 我們吵到人家鳥。。。 其實,昨天我們真的很幼稚。。。。 cauz mark was sitting opposite mi... den he kick mi under the table.... HE STARTED FIRST HOR !!!!! of course i will kick back o(n_n)o dun noe y later alvinn also join in the "leg fight" so ... i was like... a lot of legs under the table... kicking each other.... mayb we were quite loud..... bt.... we all get high.... ^_^ myab it's because i got the skill... i got take mark's slipper n throw it 2 the table behind mi... so he hav 2 walk over 2 the other table------ bare foot... to take his sliper... the gal sitting dere keep looking at him lor... ha ha... damn funny de... aft dat... mayb we were tired or wat.... mark n i slept in the library... ha ha... quite fun aft all.... n i really got study de!! got do finish math tutorial.... 9.2 (>_<) dat's a lot..... ha ha...
-TKD de haiyu-
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