I will be away to somewhere that have no access to facebook and bloggers. Just for a while.
Even before i leave, i am already missing eugenes, boss, and my lovely taekwondo mates, my army boys, my deareat friends....
:(
Please do miss me.
Love ya all. <3
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I wanted to post this yesterday, but didnt have the chance. Since i am sitting at changi airport all alone and waiting, i shall post this
Fuck late comers!
I have been trying to control myself, but it was hard not to use the vulgarity on her.
I met her only for 5 times.
First two times, training, she was late.
I was ok with it, only 10 mins or so. I could wait for that period of time.
It is the third time, she told me she was coming in 20 mins. And whenever i asked, she says she's coming. Ended up i waited for her for 1 hr 20 mins!!! We have a fucking briefing at the company. How can you be so late for the company related issues? Do you know what are you going to work as in the future? Do you know how important punctuality is??
And worst of all, you are late. I was on time!! But now you made me as late as you!! Shitty!
And the 4th time we meet, she overslept. Didnt show up. I dont mind being alone, alone is better than endless waiting.
The last time i met her, as usual, she's late. Because I DIDNT INFORM HER WHEN I REACHED CCK, SO SHE DIDNT LEAVE THE HOUSE.
hello? Meet at 930 means you are physically there at 9:30. Does means i dont sms u, u dont come out of your house! I know you are going to be late, but i still reach early. Because what we are going to do was important!!! You CANNOT be late!!!!!
Argh, now she is following me to beijing. I wonder how long more am i going to wait.
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2010/10/27
maybe i am too emo to do anything
so i draw him, nah, for you guys to have a peep.
after comparing with the original one then i realise need more touch up on the left side hair and the corlor.
Sanji Kun is just so handsome!
just another one that i draw when i've got nothing to do. Mr.2 was the only colored character that i have. i dont dare to color sanji cos i was afraid that i might ruin his awesomeness.
i cried so much for Mr 2 in the recent few episodes of anime. i feel proud of him.
Ace is still alive in the anime, how nice.... :D
And does this answer your question of "how do you kill time at home?"
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2010/10/26
So it is confirmed that jie lun from sushi teh always off on tuesdays.
What's the point of eating sushi teh when jie lun is not there to serve me?
Stop saying my hair looks fake. Wait till i wear the real fake hair and go out with you!
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I cried while i was walking home.
I cried while i was bathing
I cried while chatting on MSN
I cried while i was lying on the bed. The last thing i remember was a tear rolling down my cheek. Soft and gentle.
When i woke up in the morning, my eyes were horribily swollen. I told myself not cry again. But it just seemed to be so hard not cry in the showers.
Someone help me.
Eugene save me.
T^T
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2010/10/25
It's like, even though i love the guy very much, but he doesnt want me.
What can i do now?
Have a good cry and try to win his heart again?
Will i ever get it?
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2010/10/24
just came back from NPTKD's chalet. tired but dont want to sleep yet. i want to write down my thoughts when it is still so fresh
to be honest, i am disappointed with the chalet.. nevermind, this might be the last one that i am able to attend anyway... there wont be any worse chalets coming up....
for the true fact, it is a pretty good work as a "three person planed chalet expecting 150 guests"
and it was VERY SWEET to see all the year one kids who dropped by on the first day to help with the shopping.
me as a person who just want to nua and have fun, i really loved their presence so that i can enjoy and dont have to do work :D
i will be going back to china next friday
with the situation now, i wont be able to blog/facebook for the next month
by the time i am back, i will have to start working
i wont have so much free time for my friends, and my lovely nptkd
it is like the best things that i ever had is starting to fall apart
good memories with nptkd flashed in my mind non stop
the blue color track, green color training ground. cold night at camps, crowded van, sissor cut curry rice
and all the "weird weird" places that we went together
chinese garden, marina barrage, haw par villa, "double helix"
as i told wk, NPTKD has affected my emotions so much that it is beyond my own control
hearing the kids telling me that the over loading working they had to do make them dislike taekwondo is very sad
what will happen to NPTKD when i am not around?
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i have always know that you are not someone that is very smart, in fact, quite brainless
but today i have see again how you type out words without passing it through your brain
if you really cared about NPTKD, spend some time talk to the kids after training
force them to have some meeting with you...
problems have always been there, it's either you dont know cos you were ignorant, or you didnt realise cos you never thought about it
again, we are back at the first line
i understand we move on in with our own individual life
we change along the way, we make new friends
despite how holy-god-like your new friends are, this doesnt make everything your "old friends" do seems like a mistake
if when we complain to you, you always give the answer like "okay la, nevermind la"
what do you think will happen?
what is the purpose of the chalet?
who is paying for the chalet?
why are the people invited to the chalet?
please get your facts right.
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Just a little fun fact for you
ALL THE PEOPLE THAT LEFT FOR HOME TODAY ACTUALLY PACKED STUFF FOR A THREE DAYS STAY
WHY DO YOU THINK THEY LEFT?
enjoy your day
:)
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2010/10/21
If i didnt get my black belt, i think i will cry my ass off.
Just by thinking about it makes me shiver in fear.
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2010/10/20
I shouldnt have complained about my life. I might have came to a stand still in my life, but this is not the hardest for me. It is harder for my parents. Papa especially.
I dont have any income. He is still feeding me. I do feel sorry and useless, but nothing much i can help....
People told me that i have grown up a lot over the years. They had no idea how scared i was to even think about growing up. I tried my best to avoid it.
Now, i got no more choices. I have to grow up. My parents are getting old, they cant wait for me any more.
Sorry daddy.
It took me so long to understand all these. Dont worry, you've got me now.
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2010/10/13
i am still catching up with the anime of one piece
i prefer anime rather than manga
it is really nicer to see them in color, especially when one piece have soooooo many fanciful colors
i constantly google about one piece or rather sanji, to see what has happened to him
and, after two years....
sanji has shown his left eye
D:
i had so much fantacy about his left eye
always imagining angry nami or zoro would just lift up his hair and see
in the manga, sanji is already 21
so much more mature, and .....
arrrr, just why?! why he showed his left eye now?
:(
it is not something i wanted, i thought it would be some mysterious special power of him...
this makes me very frustrated...
anyway, i like the little goatee moustache that he is keeping
as usual, he is so breath takingly handsome
what happened to zoro's eye?
robin supposed to be older, but why she seems to be so young?
Nami san got wavy hair now~
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2010/10/10
我是你转首就忘的路人甲，凭什么陪你蹉跎岁月到天涯
爱是一回事 喜欢是一回事而
在一起又是另一回事
我想知道
如果
我还喜欢着你
如果
我由喜欢你到爱上了你
如果
我不这样羞涩的回避你
那么
我们是不是都告别单身了？
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2010/10/09
Even though with the new singtel student plan and new number, i still have to keep my old number a bit longer. The phone plan is together with my internet.
It is kind of pain to say goodbye to that number. I loved it! Having four 7s in 8 degits is awesome right?
And there is this lady who always calls me. I have told her over 50 times that she has got the wrong number. At first it really pissed me. She calls me early in the morning, asking me to pick her up from the market. She calls in the afternoon to ask eat at home. but after a few times, it became a habit for me to listen to what she says, let her finish the sentence then tell her, sorry you got the wrong number. she always pauses for a while, then say ohhhh and hang up. but again, she will call me again.....
it really makes me wonder who is she? and who is supposed to receive her calls?
what happened to her if nobody picks her up at the market? what happened to her after she cooked and nobody eats with her?
we just continue in our own story, we will never know what is the ending of some random old lady's story.
just wish all the best for her.
:)
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2010/10/08
i brought home new bruises
they proved that i train hard
norman once complained that i got so much bruises that i will eventually turn to avarta
guess that will be quite a cool thing :D
maybe not the face?
the next goal in my taekwondo life would be go to the referee course
taekwondo has been one of the always happy memories in my poly life
even until now, just by thinking the idea of me becoming a black belt makes me grin from ear to ear
<3
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a train ride from singapore to malaysia cost only RM68 for the Premier Class
the Superior class is RM 34. oh well, there are only 2 classes
anybody wants to go?
:D
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2010/10/07
i am scared
seems like i will not get i want in the end
so find temp job now?
or head back to china and spend some time with my family?
maybe the shen was right about me, no matter how hard i tried, nothing would be achieved
will things get better if i just stop trying?
why mass balance cant be applied to everything?
if 100% of effort was put in, i should be expecting a 100% good result right?
fine, i shouldnt be to silly about this
if really mass balance works, i tried so hard stalking, i should get some result right?
=/
i enjoyed my life as an otaku
i dont go out often, i cook things i like, put them into heart shaped plates
watched ugly betty
even ugly betty has so many guys going after her
that is the good thing about TV shows, they make things which are too good to be true come true
:(
i want to fly
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2010/10/01
for the first time, i am excited to see my results
i cant wait to see my results already!!!!!
i am so scared for saturday
no need other people to tell me, i know i am not good enough
how? :(
what can i do now?
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