2009/01/29

my girlfriend says "when life gives u shit, just throw it to other ppl"


so i will throw at all those who bully me...

or just the one siting in front of me





thanks

it's very sweet of you

i promise i wont throw shit at u

:D

dozing off at 12:10:00 AM

2009/01/28

there are just so many reasons for me to weee~~~~~~~~~

and to woooo hoooooo

first... it's we get the chance for a free ride at flyer~~~

most importantly~~~~~

i saw the one that i really wanted to see =D
<3

lastly, i got the private capsule that i always wanted...


it's purpleeee~~~~



haiyu under the blue light...
making a "dick face"

LOL~~

my flyer pass shines :D

alvinn lying on the bench

dozing off at 10:50:00 PM

JUN hao...

if you are reading this


tell me what time u finish school on friday

i lazy to ask you

dozing off at 1:30:00 AM

i suddenly feel all the stress coming towards me

PBL

bio pro report

math test

ART ART ART

and... my work


i always feel so left out when i'm working

no friend... sad :(

should have known that Razor = farXXXXX something something

tmr will be the last day that i can bring in my friends to flyer for walk walk

guess i will be going there with some classmates after lesson tmr

WeeEeeEeee....


we shall fly together

WE..

yes.. you and me

dozing off at 1:13:00 AM

2009/01/27

went to eat breakfast with uncle tan + weilun on sunday morning

and collected my first ang bao of the year by accident...

>_< anyway, and then, went to the new JP with uncle and weilun...

did my last min shopping there...


++++++++++

finally flyer started working again

funnyly... i remember i send in roster for saturday and sunday

turned out to be i am working on monday and tuesday

and now it's like until the last min then they will inform wheather i'm working on the next day... how exciting

=/

anyway... it's still good to be back to work

after all i'm still earning money.. so i dun mind :D

and now it's like i've got so many things to remember.. just in case ppl ask about what happened on 23rd dec

so we said we should come out with a vending machine to sale all the ans at $2 each...



it's ok

i am back...

though started with x-ray again

but yet very happy


如果说以前是
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着

那现在就是
你的身影这么近我却抱不到

很难掌握

we shall fly together

dozing off at 1:01:00 AM

2009/01/21

我是一个短腿的精灵

上帝都爱我紫色的头发

我踩着轻快的脚步

快速的穿越森林阴暗潮湿的角落

你捉得到我的背影

你看得到我背后银色的光芒

可你永远无法正视我脸上的两朵红霞


我是一个短腿的精灵

哼着快乐，踩着细碎的步伐

我不会难过，我不会悲伤

我却被你的眼泪所融化


我一直跑着跑着跳着闹着，我不能停

如果宥天我死了，我会化成一朵紫色的花

默默开在你的屋檐下

如果有一天，那个短腿的精灵死了

你再也听不到她跑过时 快乐的风声

你会难过吗？


++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

杰伦 30 岁了

总觉得不写点什么心里就过意不去

但这几天，连睡觉的时间都没有了。。。 只是在心里 黯然的 给他唱了首 生日歌

看他在内地拿最佳男歌手奖，憔悴的眼睛失了往日的神采


总觉得这个家伙，好像越发老了 也就越发 让我心疼

那种整个心脏停止跳动，狠狠收缩的感觉


杰伦

生日快乐

如果有一天你累了，就别再唱歌

去教小朋友弹钢琴吧，你会快了许多

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


如果我可以选择，我愿意躺在你的身边，然后慢慢忘记这个世界

我的世界真的很糟糕


还有，谢谢你的爱心晚餐~~~

改次换我煮给你吃


晚安



++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

i have said before

when i die, i want to bury my ash on top of a moutain

and grow a tree there

but i havent think of what tree would i plant

so i cant die yet



really, i love daddy

i told him to go for a check up of his ears

he's talking louder and louder over the phone


something that took me 20 years to realise

as i am growing up.. they are getting old....

i am so afraid

i want to go home

i want to go home

i want to go home, and never to come back here again

dozing off at 11:40:00 PM

i am so helplessly dead

why are there so much things for me to do

why must complite everything within such a short period of time?

why are there so many guai lan + xia lan ppl?



i dont like all these

i dont like a single thing i'm doing right now



l am so tired

i want to go home

dozing off at 12:04:00 AM

i am so helplessly dead

why are there so much things for me to do

why must complite everything within such a short period of time?

why are there so many guai lan + xia lan ppl?



i dont like all these

i dont like a single thing i'm doing right now



l am so tired

i want to go home

dozing off at 12:04:00 AM

2009/01/17

so... i meet up with lee and went to IKEA today :)

as cool as always :D



then Lee scolded me "where got ppl like that one? wear other ppl's cap then still ask me to help u take picture"

the next moment... she took over the cap and wear it on hear head

saying

"take picture of me as well!!"

=/

TADA~~~

this is not desmando's SMS rington... it's just our final work

awesome!!!

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

WARNING: THE FOLLOWING PICTURES MAY CAUSE UNCOMFORTABLE FEELINGS

CHILDREN BELOW 18 PLEASE READ IT WITH THE ASSITANCE OF PARENTS :D

SO... U KNOW WHAT TO DO IF YOU DONT FEEL LIKE SEEING SOMETHING "SCARY"

YES

STOP SCROLLING DOWN


TADA~~~~

MY RED EYE...

SUPER RED

BLOODY RED

EEEEYYYEEEEE


this is the picture of my right eye right corner yesterday

yesterday as in thursday...




this is my eye today :D

is it getting better ... or it's just because it's blury?

it doesnt hurt

maybe a bit pain when pressed

i even wore contact lens yesterday... when i take out... touching my eye ball.. it feels like a bit sore...

it doesnt irritates me a lot

but it makes me wana sleep :D


soooo

i shall go sleep now

night night ppl

dozing off at 12:59:00 AM

2009/01/14

dont be scared.. this is just a piece of shit...

=) it was made by me during the art lesson... the clay we played with really looked disgusting..




and today~ finally we wear our birthday t-shirts!!!

seems like wednesday is not a good day to wear our t-shirt.. cos like not much free time for us to play around and take picture with it

so i think next time we should wear it on every friday..

then we could have a lot a lot a lot of time to take pictures during tutorial lessons

that's us outside MYspace

from left to right

haiyu the yellow ranger
Nazri the red ranger
Kee swee the blue ranger
AlvinN the green ranger

and because "mark the pink ranger" forget to wear his shirt today... he helped us to take the pictures :)



i finally manged to crawl out of bedfor the 8am math lecture today :)

then i never sleep in the math lecture okay!! i even understood what the teacher taught me today :D

how smart !!!!

i also nv sleep in the lab... nv sleep during el-tech practical....

it's until 5++ then i buey ta han... fall asleep on bio pro lecture....... =(


then... went to West Coast Park's Mac to study math with alvinN

this time round, no more pretend, no more any how... really tried to do my math... and understand how to do it

i think i am getting it now :)


after such a tiring day...

i think i deserve to get something good!!

i swear i was really hunger before i went to order my meal...

so i decided to eat whatever alvinN is eating

Mega Mc Spicy Meal with twister fries... and green tea....

:D
it's big
it's huge
it's giagantic



30 mins later

haiyu finished it all~~~~

:D

when i am hungry i can eat the whole cow... okie?

dozing off at 10:53:00 PM

2009/01/13

finally, i am back to connected... :D

and i've got a house phone!!!!! so great, call me call me call me... cos i havent hear my ringtone for once

call me all u want... cos it's free incoming... and also free out going :D

how nice~

and flyer is going to open again on the 24th =D

i will be working!!

yes, during chinese new year.. so that i wont be alone :)

++++++++++++

dont try to get my attention by doing stupid things

u look fucking dumb

not only that...

dont ever have the kind of thinking that u have one branded shirt then u look as good as some super star

so what if u still match it with ur 10yr old ugly jeans

NO taste for fashion? then go for safe... dont try to act as if u understand

it makes u a fool out of it


stop it

even if i ever looked at u

i am filled with disgust

dozing off at 11:06:00 PM

2009/01/06

woohoooooooooo... photo~~~

the only thing good about school is that i can upload pictures... :D

dozing off at 10:47:00 AM

2009/01/05

this internet thing is driving me crasy... keep getting DC-ed for the whole night while i trying to talk on MSN

and then cant login to blogger...

even if i can login, i cant upload pictures...

rawrrrrrrrrrrrr

but actually i shouldnt have complained ... cos, this is not even my internet..

anyway, thanks to my kind neighbour.. seriously, just like the name of my internet suggeted "leech me if you can"

i really dont mind.. just leech me... if you can :P


+++++++++++++++

finally my gum has stopped bleeding...

for the fact that i have run out of cotton to bite on, i just assumed that it has stopped bleeding..

i am actually quite lucky... the whole process of plugging out my teeth isnt as scary as what i thought...

the thing i feared the most before i go.. was that i might feel the teeth suddenly leave my gum... or i feel my own blood..

but both wasnt felt as all...

i cant really feel if the dentist didnt tell me that my teeth has been taken out..

there wasnt much of bleeding.... :)

even after i lost my teeth... there isnt much pain...

just that i was so tired of bitting onto the cotton...

it's not really pain.. was kind of funny feeling because suddenly there are a lot of spaces in my mouth..

i can eat, i can drink

therefore i am happy :)

but still, i dont have the guts to exercise yet... i dont want it to bleed again...


+++++++++++++++++++++++++++

today's art lesson was SUPER FUN!!!!! seriously!!!!!

it's a brand new experience that i am given a chance to do whatever i feel like doing...

showing the other side of me, in an unknowing way~~

plus the teacher is super cool!!! she teaches the coolest things on earth!!!!!

and she likes my wire man~~ =D

too bad i cant upload photoes.. =(

i love this lesson!!!!!


okie, today we actually get to mold our own body parts... for most of the ppl, hands

of course there was daring ones who did their face or shoulder.... they are cool as well

but still i stick to the most basic one-------hand

i positioned my hand in a way that only my pinky is up

LOL... this is such a good reminder of RAZOR~~

the pinky actually has a lot of meanings ... (that's why i loved pinky.. always and always)
*pinky ring-----which means happy stay single... and dont want to be disturbed by others
*promise-------just like what i did when i was a kid.. whenever ppl promise me something, must 勾手指
*来世再相爱----有些人，明明在你心中占据了很重要的位置。。 可却注定一辈子都不会有任何瓜葛。。当你在他面前，举起小指的时候。。那是在向他表明，今生注定与你无缘，来世再相会。


大概是和我现在的心境有关，总喜欢些很凄惨唯美的东西。。。

殊不知，老天爷大概不会天天陪我玩儿，怕是最后丢了唯美，只剩凄惨


but sad to say, my hand dead

it didnt manage to come out as one solid piece... which means i have to re-do it

hopefully it will work out next time

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

i will stop waving at the ppl from far distance for a while

seems like ppl just CANOT recognise me

:/

yes yes.. i cut my hair... but i am still me....


ppl just look at me.. then turn their head away :(

how bad!!!! i so pai seh!!!!!!

maybe the hair dresser was correct...

he said "i think even if ur mum cant recognise u after this hair cut..."

lucky i am not seeing my mum so soon... by the time i see her, she shld be able to tell that IT"S ME again...

dozing off at 10:05:00 PM

2009/01/02

at first, there was the online count down thing with Lee..

it was fun..

at least we wished each other "happy new year" as soon as the new year is here :D

sadly... Jay is turning to be 30 in a few more days =/

luckily i am growing old together with him.. wohoooo~ wait for me~~



before me and my girlfriend get to sleep yesterday.. we were chatting on MSN

when she is about to go, she recorded a piece of "Good Night" to me

:D

then she said that was FUN!! i shld save it and put it into my phone

and i came out the idea that she shld say something "Lee is calling, faster pick up"

but there was a few times that the lappy cant catch my voice...

so i was like an idot.. holding up my laptop.. trying to say "hello no.1" "hello no.2" "hello no.3" at different spots

=/

turn out "hello no.2" was the loudest and clearest


so we recorded with our voice saying "hello pick up the phone"

and then, i called her through MSN

then call her phone.. just to hear her ringtone


it was fun!!!! really!!!!

to hear myself saying "hello pick up ur phone hello pick up ur phone" over and over... again and again...

ha ha~ my voice was stupid.. but that's a fun game to play

maybe all my friends shld try this thing

record all their voices and when different person call... i will get all the different ppl shouting at me to pick up the phone!!!!!


wohooooo~

dozing off at 1:04:00 AM

2009/01/01

我知道，这样做俗气又老套。。

但是新年了么，总要写点新年愿望之类的

一直觉得 09 是个好听的年份~ 嗯，老娘喜欢

first of all, dont ever over spend
pray hard that flyer will be opened to public again
perform well in IVP Feb
dont ever cut my hair for no reason
buy meself a camera
learn to play guitar
pass my guzheng grade 9 test
go for a overseas shopping trip with classmates
visit the States
cook by myself :D
be nice to all the people that i know... be extra nice to my two friends

pierce my ear.. if not, just buy alvinN an ice-cream =/
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guess that's all for now...
i will add on if i can think of any

dozing off at 12:09:00 AM