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2009/07/31

come to my birthday party bitches

this shall be the offical line of invitation to all my guests :D

just a reminder of those who never add me on facebook or dont use facebook often
(i am really not refering to ppl like rayzor and norman)

Date: 6 Sep 2009

Venue: King Albert Park Macdonalds

Time: need to be confirmed

please make yourself available on that day

see you guys there

<3

dozing off at 11:15:00 PM

2009/07/28

finally the little icons are back on top for me to press

i dun care if they look different or look ugly

as long as i can upload my pcitures... i am happy :D

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i was out with some flyer ppl yesterday

there was just too much awkwardness for me to bare with

it's not that i am not so used to go out with ppl that i am not so close with

the truth is i am so so so so so not used to going out with ppl that i am not so close with

i was so brave :)

i really dun forget anything

on my way home... i was think how i met each individual person that was sitting at the table
my memory was amazing.. i know :D

also, i remember the first time that i go out with "my dearest friend lee"

(that's the name of her in my phone book)

we went to IMM... taking free shuttle from west coast

she was wearing pair of new shoes... telling me that she regreted for not biting it

and for alvinN

i think other than those few class outings... the first time that we went out was to study IPC

at bukit batok Mac

i still asked bukit batok got Mac?

=.= i'm a foreigner... please forgive me

the first time i met rayzor... i was so scared of him and his cao ah mat face

they were playing dota at library level 4....

and we went to eat fried rice after that

......

as for the name pinkie.....

he was named in west coast Mac

but soon after we named him.... we cant remember why we started calling him pinkie in the same night

but anyways, pinkie is just pinkie~ i like the pink way he is :D

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some crazy pictures from yesterday

i know you all might have seen it on facebook..

but i prefer to upload it again by meself

diana... hairu... haiyu... and jessica rani

pizza hut, super cheesy bake pasta i love cheese <3

no no no... we didnt watch movie

we were just taking some pictures

from left: joel rachale rani and me

(i love my patrick shirt... everybody just love my patrick shirt :D thank you!)

i was forced to take this picture :(

but i want to watch the movie UP !!

some crazy pictures should not be seen by other ppl

i shall start with a normal one first

and then, dont know who get the idea of we must pose sex-ly or hugging when we are taking pictures

for that moment... i really missed my friend a lot

thanks god we are all shy ppls... and we dont do such things

maybe the only person that i have slightly more body contact is mark... (other than punching alvinN + kee swee + pinkie in the arm)

somehow it's just natural to be close with mark

LOL

but mark bites :(

MY FACE DID LOOK VERY FORCED RIGHT?

and then.. bowling

i didnt play

the last time that i played bowling was while we were studying for IPC

if i played... this would be my second time

but i didnt

just dont feel like

maybe because the first time wasnt a pleasant memory??

oh... i cant really remember how sucky my score was XD

but think about bowling reminds me of alvinN saying he wants to jio uncle for bowling

blah blah blah

all the stupid memories that refused to go off just flashes in my head

sometimes, i really do wish that i could forget some of the past

i took this picture

i'm a good photogragher

another hugging picture

me and vani

爱美就要耍心机

稍微抬一点腿就可以看起来比较长
我知道我开始肆无忌惮的肥起来
可是，某同学说，我就应该无忧无虑的长膘啊
所以，变胖不是罪 :D

that's the group

WHY I DIDNT LOOK AT THE CAMERA?

!@#$%^*%#!@#$%^

here's the last photo

we took it in the toilet

i like it

because i look nice ...

again... i love patrick

dozing off at 11:20:00 PM

2009/07/27

anybody can tell me how to upload pictures?

fuck this new layout thing

it sux

thank you

dozing off at 1:11:00 PM

OH MY GOD BLOGGER HAS NEW LAYOUT

now i dont know where to enlarge my fonds
i also dun know where to upload pictures

:(

my hamsters died on 25th july 2009
both of them

i dont know what happened
why both of them left at the same time

rest in peace
my fur babies

dozing off at 1:05:00 PM

2009/07/23

i understand that you ppl are going through a very difficult time

please dont be angry with me okay?
>_< i am really scared when all the shoutings and vulgarities came in

nothing important

i am just very worried

i miss my friend a lot a lot
i dont want her to be angry or upset of pissed

hope her sleep well.. and dream of me :D

there are always times where i want to do nothing but just spend some time with you
i like being with you

dont miss me too much
i know i'm awesome

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to pinkie rayzor
i can see you actually... just pretending that i cant
and... about the china girl problem....
i dont really care about what those notsoimportant ppl think about me
i am the stupid china girl that always joke around
so what~
i am happy
more happy than most of the ppl~~
woohooooooo
i am even happier than pinkie~~~~

jealous me
XD

dozing off at 2:41:00 AM

2009/07/21

i am bored to the max....
the medicine make me so sleepy now...
but luffy is trying his best to save robin.. how can i let him fight alone?
i should watch and give him moral support right?

some pictures....
taken much earlier....
i wasnt so happy about them.. so didnt show them to anybody

the ice-cream that is staning at changi
tempting everybody
who dares to lick it?
i bet it's still icy cold~

yes... airport

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i am just veleeee veleeee bored at home

i think the mask that i bought with my friend the other day was awesome

cheap and good

they were cheap right?

friend.. now you see my lao aunty hairban?

i know my dress is very cute~~ my mama bought the it for me~i love it XD

i love this picture.. i love this picture... or rather... i love me <3

i shall use if for my facebook DP as well :D

see mark and ah hao at p-con tmr

i will go if i am not fevering any more

dozing off at 11:20:00 PM

alright, i am down with fever

not really down~

i am quite high when i saw my temperature was 38.5 this morning...
still hesitating should i go see the doctor, or just eat the medicine that i had the other time?

i am energetic
i am eating a lot
(i got this from my friend)
and the fever wasnt very high... the last time i took my temperature was 38.2 nia
so i dont think there's a big probelm
:(

should i go to school tomorrow?

are you scared of me?
*tigo* *tigo*

and friend....
the pickles that i bought the other day wasnt so nice
it's a bit too hard
i think the cucumber as old as me... that's why~

and the bottle was SUPER DIFFICULT to open...
i so regreted nv let u try at WCP... >_< then u would have helped me to open it i got something with bottles... they just refuse to be opened by my hands dumb dumb bottle
>=/

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i just dont like to stand at taxi stand
i dont like all the dumb dumb ppl
they dun feel 100% safe with the tour desk
and i did tell them that our ticketing counter is in front
but they would still go in
fine~
and when they already bought their ticket.. they would come and ask me
"did i pay more?"
"what are the promotions going on?"
so what if i tell you that we are giving out free tickets? you already bought ur ticket~~

and the ppl from tour desk are just irritating
THEY TALK TO ME!!!!!!
>_< they are strangers... i velleeee scare talking to them
there's one talked to me at bus stop after work some more
..................
i dun like strangers to talk to me

you just get to meet 1001 diff type of ppl at work
there's this cleaner aunty
first time i met her, she asked me "you china girl china girl?"
so i replied "yes, i am"
i can tell that it's very obvious that she look down on china ppl
as she keep saying "here good ar, you can earn a lot money"
"you china girl very lucky they want you work here"
all her sentences were automatically repeated by herself for at least twice... as if i cant catch up with what she's saying to me
i talked to her about 10mins... even though i dun feel like doing so
i am such a nice person XD

the second time, i met her during my break again
so the "you china girl ar, you china girl ar?" topic started again
again......
all the "here good ar, you can earn a lot money" things came back... just like the previous time
=/
still, i answered her with all the "en, yes, ar, ya, right"
and i feel irritated
but still, at least i did reply her.....

the third time..... was yesterday
the moment i see her, i just feel like running away
and yet, she came to sit beside me
心里的OS 一直在讲（摆脱不要跟我讲话求你不要跟我讲话我很怕你啦，不要跟我讲话！！）
the "you china girl ar?" question came right after the moment her butt touched the chair

how many times do i have to ans that question????????
do i have to entertain you???????
so what if i am from china???????
you are not anything better than any of the china ppl!!!!!!
i answered you twice, it's enough!!!!!!!!
i dont think she remember me, she's just randomly asking all the people... maybe~
or other than me, the china girl, nobody ever talked to her... .so she wants to find me again

i didnt ans her this time
i just ignored her
老娘心中有三把火在烧啊！！！！很想打人啦~
i wish alvinN was correct, ignorant is peace =/
and then she was bugging some other ppl sitting at back, asking them to change the channel to her hindi channel
but channel 5 was showing some movie... ppl refuse to change
and she came to me

"you dont want to watch this right?"
........ i didnt answer
"you want to watch indian show right?"
....... i didnt answer

心中os不断。。。上帝把她抓走啦，这样一直跟我讲话真的很恐怖啦~ 我以后会乖，各位神仙不要这样吓我

she just kept talking to me and talking me
to an extent where i cant stand her any more... so i just stood up and left

sometimes, i just feel like it's so hard to be ME
so hard to be a china girl
i dont like to tell ppl that i am from china when i just met them
ppl always biased against us
if i tell them right from the start..... ppl tends to keep away from me
it's the sad truth...
i know there are not so nice china ppl who are not so like me.....
but i will nv deny the fact that i am a china girl
i love my country....

i know whatever i do, i caht change the way ppl think about tipical china ppl
but at least i tried
no need to complain for being a china girl
it's not anybody's fault
things happen in such a way for a reason
i am not blaming anybody for treating me bad

i am who i am

you dont like me?
fine, i dont like you either

dozing off at 5:18:00 PM

2009/07/20

i dun watch soccer
i dun support any team
but yet
i hope liverpool will come over to take the flyer

XD

again....
ANYBODY WANT TO WATCH FIREWORK WITH ME ON 1ST AUG???

dozing off at 11:29:00 AM

here comes the noisy music
3
2
1
(if your internet is fast)
it starts　:D
i am so so so stuck on the first song by SS501
it has entered the repeat mode in my MP3 since last week....
it's reapting over and over and over again.. i think more than 300times already

i like the song sorlee sorlee
:)
even if i dun really know who are the 13 ppl singing it.. (yes, SJ has 13 ppl in the group.. yes, damn a lot)

also, after watching the MWeeeee then i realise, SS501 really are the best dancers
LOL
basically, anything got to do with Mr Kim... is always best <3

woohoo... just like the way they are
so noisy and yet so cute

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ok.. now let's talk about laasssttt..... i think it was last wednesday that i met up with alvinN and kee swee...

so, this is how haiyu will look like if she has curly hair...
yap~ thanks for so 看得起我 by saying that this model looks like me
hee hee hee~
i dun think my suggestion did help much
but hope the girl will like whatever she gets~
i am always happy for what i get..
(as long as i dun get soft toys...)

and, friend... please look at this octopus...
it is really really very tasty and nice to eat
please remember it
we shall order this when we go sushi teh next time
*tigo* sushi teh.... *tigo* the one at vivo *tigo* my jay chou~ *tigo* *tigo* *tigo*

here is a picture of my left over lunch on friday
yes, dun be too shock... this is the LEFT OVER
或者我应该用华文写这样我才能把我的尖酸刻薄揶揄讽刺发挥到最高点
首先，我叫的是板面
我不知道为什么我的碗里会有那些弯弯的东西
我一直都以为板面是长长肥肥的面啊
而且，哪里有人在板面里面加虾的？？？！！
整个面就是一陀不熟的面粉
咬到里面还有硬硬的。。。吃了真的很high
我本身就不爱吃虾整碗面还都是虾的味道
真的好恶心
精心挑选出了我敏感的鸡蛋还有虾
可最终还是只吃了一口

只能说开店的人胆子还真大，把面煮成这样还敢来开店
怎么都没被人打？
only if sanji get to taste this
how can such person call themselves cook?
sorry... i wasted food
but.....
it's just all the bobian-ness that we have to face in our life :D

please take a look at the spoon as well
the leaf must love the spoon so much that it refuse to be washed off
ok.. now... canteen 3 offically sux.... to the max~
and, the store "fish village" sux to the max max max!!!!!

ppl, take a peep at the FYP report
this is how thick it is
T_T

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one piece is really draggy now
they keeping talking talking non stop....
the msg from robin was said to sanji and chopper
then chopper will pass the msg to the rest

later iceberg san tell nami that robin is still good
then nami tell luffy, tell chopper, tell zoro.... tell sanji...... all one by one.... i listen also sian...

lucky sanji is always there... so i dun mind :D

this is the eagle eye pirate god the one below is the guy from the ship company
the look alike right?
i am so right~
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thinking about the future weekends that i no longer need to work, i just feel happy happy happy
really
you people dun have to say things like "speak malay" or "talk to me outside" when i am around
i dun bother about whatever shit that you guys are talking about
i am always trying my best to keep my distance when you all are talking
not even once, i went to ask anyone of you "what did you all just say?"
i dun really care
all i want, is to kill time and get my pay on 8th and 23rd
that's all
and if there's nothing to say.... then just keep quiet... i am fine with the silence

still, there are always nice ppl in this world :)
thanks for trying hard to talk to me

working life sux
but i will work hard, so that i can go taiwan with my friend....

i miss my girlfriend
and we very long time nv take picture together already!
let's take some picture when we meet up this thursday

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Anybody want to see FireWorks with me on 1st aug?
it's a saturday and i wont be working
please please....
go see the firework with me ... if you dun mind, of course i wont mind seeing the fireworks on flyer :)
for more details, or Booking.... please SMS 96745XXX
dun call me, i scare...

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phew~
i wrote a lot today
it's late late laaate already
good night to me

i have been dreaming about taekwondo a lot recently
maybe i shld find a day to go back to training
or maybe just start running with swee/alvinN first

dozing off at 12:45:00 AM

2009/07/16

i was editing my blog the other day... and one glance at the counter make me so shocked...

why alll the funny funny ppl all over the world are ocming to see me?

dun ask me why they came....

i didnt get to ask why they came also

by the time i'm here... they were all gone

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and...

sanji also joins the picture

we all look alike

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i was arranging some of my old pictures yesterday night

and i saw this one

i dun think either of the ppl in the picture knows that i have taken such a picture

and ..... i also dun think they had seen the picture

so now let them see see

dozing off at 11:12:00 PM

this is driving me crasy!!!

I CANT SLEEP that much.....

haiyu used to be the happy sleeping for 12 hr ++
and yet, the moment she open her eyes, she will say, let me sleep 5 more mins~

but now.....

I CANT EVEN SLEEP FOR 8 HOURS... it's always the 6 to 7 hrs max...
i will wake up no matter what....

ok fine...
i am ok with not being to sleep that much
but sometimes, i just dun know what to do with the extra time
also, if i sleep from 12 to 7... i dun mind... maybe i will be able to make it for my 8am lecture

but NOOOOOOO
i have to roll and rolll and rolll on my bed....
the last time that i look at my watch yesterday was... 4am
and....

i went to bed on about 1pm or so....

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

this is driving me crasy

i feel like i am so alvinN

:(

i dun like

i miss my sleep

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a funny video from 九把刀's blog

there was still one more video after this... but i am lazy to put it here.. so if u are intrested, u can go find it~
it's funny~

i think the second one is the funnies among all

dozing off at 10:37:00 PM

2009/07/12

i was complaining to joey during lunch time... saying how many ppl in singapore is carrying the same backpack as me
i dun like to be the same same as them
but ppl just love to buy the same bag as me =/ i cant help it~

and there's a guy who also stays at bukit panjang... sometimes i will meet him on the bus in the morning... he also carries the same bag as me.... and even if i am late all the time, i still see him in the morning... why cant he go for his lessons on time??

fine.......
i cant stop ppl buying the same bag as me...
i cant make ppl going for lesson on time...
i only complain to ppl for seeing so many same bags

and... guess what happened on friday?
it's hard to believe

i was on my way home.... reading my 《人生就是要不停的战斗》on the bus
and then someone sat beside me...
and what i see?
EXACTLY THE SAME BAG AS ME
OMG ..... THAT GUY SAT BESIDE ME

i dun think he saw my bag before he sat down... and it will be weird if he actually went to change his seat after that
so ... he sat beside me
and he fell asleep
i was trying my best to concentrate on my book... not to think the embrassment....
i dun know what will ppl think if they see us stand up at the same time
LOL

i snap this picture while the guy was sleeping

i just so so so want to laugh my ass off when we were alighting the bus at the interchange
LOL
he still looked at me while we were walking down the bus
that just make me want to laugh more.....

oh please, right after i complained... what are the chances?
i shall not complain about this bag issue any more
i'll learn to face the truth....
LOL

this is me.... in the temperature scanner
actually it could be anybody.... all the ppl are zombiely brown coloured on the screen
they all looked the same
i wonder will ppl get night mare if they stare at the screen for the whole day
they ppl look scary!!!!

this is me and jean
one of the few ppl that i am actually comfortable with at flyer

and just one more thing

me and my hyun joong

we do look alike right?

of course we do~~~

while i was on my way to vivo.... to meet up with alvinN and pinkie... oppps... rayzor i mean

i decided that i want to start learning japanese

of course sanji was one of the reason

i always wanted to learn my third language... but i was cant decide between korean and japanese....

some how.... i decided today on the bus 61.... after so long...

hyun joong is also learning japanese

and he stays at japan sometimes~ i know~~~

it has been very long that i work hard to get something i want

i want to do well in this badly

so... next time if there's something hyun joong doesnt know, he can ask me~~ :D

and also, if i learn japnese now.... alvinN would be there to accompany me...

i would be able to talk to him/mark in jap~ that's just going to be so cool~~~~

of course, after i can master the basics of japanese... i will go for my korean

to learn about the launge of my dear love hyun joong~~~

not much of the wrting part is needed

i just wish i could be able to speak

and maybe to read~~

woohoooooooo

let's get it started before my 21st birthday

dozing off at 2:12:00 AM

just to test test.. and finally i can upload pictures again... weee~~

some pictures of my "VILLAGE" again...

i thought the busket was cute.... the kind that u can drag it all over the place~

it's just very cute to me

me and my jay chou jelly

so, that was thing that everytime i will buy when i visit a super market

it's nice jelly, and it just taste even nicer when jay chou was on the cover

and... yes....

the plan of "take picture of me when i jump" is still on

this was taken by my brother~

not bad right? :D

fish fish fish

the dumpling that i get to eat before i left

the dumplings that i missed so much

no matter how hard i try, the ones that i make just dun taste as nice

oh..... i also helped in making these ones... and they taste great

so i dun think there's anything wrong with me...

heix.... i want eat dumplings... again.... NOW~~~

dozing off at 2:00:00 AM

2009/07/08

the song "noona is so pretty" is the msg ringtone for my phone
today it rang during anchem
yes, we are all very familar with the $2 rule... so i wanted to pretend that it wasnt my phone ringing
but i think it was just too loud... ppl start to turn and look at me
(SEE WHAT SEE NEVER SEE ME BEFORE IS IT)

the first song by my dear kim hyun joong

named "because i'm stupid" 因为我太傻。。。。
智厚确实是个太傻的人

i remember he had said before "bring happiness to all using the music i love"
that's why he give up his base and guitar, to join SS501 and singing for all the people
i love his voice.....

while i was listening to SS501 songs... i can only tell his voice =.=
that was enough to make me happy

i like this guitar version of "because i'm stupid"
the scene of him playing guitar is just too perfect
i like him~ a lot a lot~~

baby i love you i'm waiting for you

<3

dozing off at 1:04:00 AM

2009/07/06

i was thinking .... the flyer ppl all must think that i am weird and quiet...

hm~ all the time that i was there... i just dun really pay attention to anything

lazy to think.. lazy to talk... lazy to listen

when ppl talk to me... the first word that came out is always "huh?"

and maybe it's because we are wearing the mask... again :( and walkie... so we always cant hear each other....

and i dun really talk loud nowadays... or rather.... i dun really talk to anybody... other than wispering to mark during anchem and pcon... i cant think of person that i am constantly talking to

so.... the lack of practice makes me mumble mumble muble all the time

whatever... i live fine without talking....

i am weird :D

i love to be weird :D

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stupid blogger... still dun let me upload pictures

and facebook is very slow... i dun know what are ppl doing with the internet

everything seems to be not working

i dun like :(

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i am on a superb medication now

a magical powder that a chinese doctor had given me back in china

it was really magical

just by taking my pause

he knows that... i have low blood pressure.. pain in the neck... pimples on my back... always feel tired and sleepy.... ect ect

the main purpose of this mecidine was to stop my pimples on the face.. and also some other girl's problems

maybe it's just my strong belief for chinese doctors... the medicine just seems to be working more than just fine

there was not much pimple coming out on my face.. .that's one thing

also.... i am not sleeping that much already~~

of course i still fall asleep as soon as i close my eyes...

but that's for at night only

when i tried to sleep on bus... impossible!

i cant sleep on bus!!!!

or rather... i cant sleep at any place other than at home at night

:(

i dun even sleep in RENG any more.... how sad :(

(but still i believe that school is secretly pumping sleeping gas into the campus.. so i think i slept for half an hour during anchem tutorial)

and because i am not sleeping that much already... so i didnt come that late for lessons

even for the 8am lesson, i was on time~

how amazing.....

and then..... because of the fact that i am the kind of ppl who has the type of body that is "cold"

so.. i have not really felt "hot" in my life

i am always the first one to wear jacket in an air conditioned room... i dun really sweat a lot.. even in singapore

but after taking the medication.... then i realised how serious is the problem of global warming

my world start burning :(

i am feeling sooooo hot!!!!

arrrrrrrr

and because of the medication

i cant drink cold drinks i cant eat anything that is cold FOR MY WHOLE LIFE

damn it!

what's the point of living without drinking cold cold icy cold coke????????

i cant drink tea.... bubble tea is also tea.... the other day i was thinking milk shade wasnt tea... but then later i realised it was COLD.... so.. didnt get to drink :(

i cant eat seafood... for 6month

(the doctor give me medicine for 6 month)

i cant eat spicy food ... for 6month

arrrrrr

i hate this part

:(

>=/

dozing off at 11:20:00 PM

2009/07/05

i am back

again....

seems like i am always leaving and then coming back again...
this cycle repeats itself over and over

thanks to my friend for helping me to blog... while i am not here
to keep this place alive

and now... i dun know why... i cant upload pictures

>_<

shit~

dozing off at 11:41:00 PM