i was late for lesson today... 11 o'clock lesson.. shldnt have a reason to be late
plus i actually waked up at 9 am...
just dun feel like going to school.. so i sit on bed and stoned for 40 mins... then get up..
still draged the time by buying sandWICH...
:( guess that i need to push myself hard to study..
but some how school got nothing to attrack me ... heix... must pretend that i love to study.. love school...
=/has been eating a lot recently..
when ppl complained to me saying that i've been eating a lot..
i told them " i am pregnant!! it's not i want to eat.. it's all my baby " XD
haha.. something that every pregnant woman would say...
BTW... realised something common in guys... whenever i said "so cute" to the cutie cutie babies.. then they will reply "go give birth to one ar"
=/ i am still under age.. i cant..
if i can, and i have the money, and i have a good environment for my cute baby..
of course i will give birth to one...
one cute baby is one life and also lots of responsiblity.. ok?
and i also have to have to courage to accept the fact that my baby may not be real cutie...
to achieve all these.. i think i would already be 30 yrs old +++ =/
i want give birth to my first baby at the age of 28...
still got 8 yrs to find the father :D
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the flyer in purple colour
blured photo..
i was trying to take each and every colour it has... guess this is the pink one
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Germany = Cherry
why?
see all the sweets i bought in Germany is cherry flavoured
me loves cherry
me loves Germany
and.. we are gona eat Germany food in Singapore on 8th..
ohhh.. cant wait for that day to come la~~~
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something about the horroscope.. send by weilun :)
处女座
处女座状态好的时候，可以将自己聪明、细腻、能干、温情、幽默、有内涵等优良品质完全外展，此时他们显得如此完美，光芒四射，并且可以表现得非常外向、健谈，容易与人打成一片（这本非他们的性格）。
而一旦处女座状态不好，便会变成另一个人，甚至非常窝囊，一事无成，不过通常此时他们都躲避外在的干扰,所以让人感觉有点间歇性自闭症)因为同为水星守护，处女善变的是情绪。
所以.你在他心中地位越重，他躲得你越远。特别是恋人.
而而且,大家都知道处女座的人有严重的完美主义倾向,所以就有了所谓的\\'处女座的人最喜欢若即若离file:///。原因很简单：他只想给你一个最好最完美的自己，而不愿让你看到他无助脆弱的一面。所以请记住，有时处女座对你冷，绝不是你说错做错什么，这是他们正常的生理现象，他们只是不想让严寒和冰霜伤害了你（可事实上这种做法已经伤害）。不必难过，因为他们在乎你的话，他们的内心比你还要难过、自责和内疚！他们所能做的，只希望快点调整好情绪，回到你的身边。
正基于以上两点，处女座有时便会表现出非常另类的行为和思维模式。他们的性格也很多来源于此：不喜主动，不善交际（也可以热情，只是今天热了，终有一天会冷的），不爱表现，不喜抛头露面（万一哪天情绪无法把握状态不好时，岂不大失脸面），诸如此类。
关于“洁癖”并非处女都有洁癖，很多处女座并不爱干净，但却要求整洁，他们更多的是井然有序，不喜欢别人破坏他们所整理和布置的“完美”格局。处女座更多的是有精神洁癖。一旦触碰到他们精神上的禁区，严重时会表现得歇斯底里。
关于“自私”处女座的自私觉不是狮子的那种惟我独尊，也不是水瓶的以自我为中心。处女座正因为是无私的，所以显得自私。（能够理解吗？）因为处女不想伤害任何人。
this point was also mentioned in the personality test
处女座喜欢和人说些暧昧的话，对心仪的对象却不好意思表白。
处女座希望别人了解自己，却又只将能公布的那一部分对外展示。
处女座是最有责任感的人了，可很多时候却害怕承担责任。
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it has been a while that i uploaded any pictures to this blog
have been very busy and very lazy recently
some pictures were taken on last wednesday in holland weeee
it was raining... and we all took out our labcoat to cover us from the rain
me and swee acting nerd
here is more or less a class photo of 2A04..
=/ anyway.. i thought we were supposed to wear white colour on that day?
this reminds me that i wanted a song called "that again"
i'm gonna get it now :)
and then ... went to sing K with my dear classmates
an overview of the ppl...
uncle's geik sai face
okie.. everyone is here.. but then... like nv sing until shoik shoik that day
must go again some other day!!!
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2008/10/29
my 5th day of flying
this thing is getting more and more fun
finally went up to levle 3... this is the more happening and more things to do area
also means more fun and time passes faster...
i like here man!!!
>_< because of my mistake today.. the flyer stoped for like 5 secs today
feel so sorry and scared...
but after all... it's all settled...
BTW... i met a good-looking chocolate today...
wooohoooo... i feel a bit happier
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there was once, me and alvinN was asked to do a ranking thingy
the thing goes from A to E
so i wrote down on the paper
A: good
B: better
C: best
D: bester
E: bestest
see... in such a way.. everything is so encouraging and positive :)
but my manager said to alvinN
"sometimes when u are talking to her, u just wana vomit blood right?"
what for? i'm just trying to be encouraging
>_<
fine fine~~
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他嫌我吵人閙人不聽話
於是就威脅說“你要是再不乖，就把你綁到草船上 借箭去”
哼，居然連我都敢威脅。。。
你覺得我會怕這個麽？
好啦好啦，我是真的很怕被綁在船上啦
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2008/10/28
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2008/10/27
went to sunset way to see my house house
it was not bad... but not good either...
the house is really near to school.. directly up at the bus stop... 2 stops away from NP...
but then, there was the super noisy road under my window
the room was at level 3 only
shld i go 4 it?
the room was clean... and that's all i wanted
but then, there were 2 kids around.. so... again, i worry about their noisiness
the rental was noraml $450/month without aircon but includes all the water bills
but have to pay $225 +7% GST to the house agent... this is the part that i dont like it
and lee offered me her mum's bro's house
not really far from school as well
got direct bus 184 for me =)
and the retal is $380/month... but have to apply for wireless by meself...
havent get to see the room yet... will go with her on thursday
>_< which means i will miss my TKD training
heix.. it's all the bo bian-ness that we have to face in life
passion or sleep at the street?
i have to be realistic
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fly-ed the whole day
flying in the morning is boring....
it's like there's 2 customers come in every half an hour....
so nothing to do... and time passes slow
for the one whole day, i just said "hello, good morning/afternoon.. please scan ur ticket... please push forward"
for more than thousand timesssssss
arrrrrr
wat a job
=/
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2008/10/26
what a day... what a night...
okiee... i think it will be good if i start with the ending of BBQ
i was with raynErd waiting for my precious bus 51
and when i board the bus... there was this group of I_D_A_s on the bus...
they were super super super noisy.... maybe they are celebrating their new year on the bus..
it's always them... I_D_A_s..
yes, i am rac***... super rac***... please la... if all the ppl dont like u ppl, there must be a reason right?
after the bus goes for a while... then i realised something wrong.. i took the bus from red hill to west coast.. it shldnt have came to chinatown area
so i alighted from the bus...
to check am i on the wrong direction
and also to get rid of the I_D_A_s
and then i realised i am on the wrong direction...
=/ how great..
i crossed the road, and my dear 51 was no where to be found.. please la, i loved 51 so much just because it always come to save me in midnights/dont knw how to go a place...
but tonight, it just cant be seen
lucky, there was 143... the last bus, to pick me home =)
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i think i have to phobia of seeing 3 digits in my bank account
cos 3 digits = need to ask father for $$ already... which is like the thing that i hate the most
that's why i am working very hard now, to maintain my 4 digits....
=( life is hard
生活不是林黛玉，不会因为忧伤而风情万种
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alvinN said that i am spacing out meself
unfortunately i dont knw the meansing of spacing out... so i went to do my research
space out:
Stupefy or disorient, as if or from a drug.
great, i dont knw what is stupefy and disorient as well :)
i really dont kwn where did my B4 for english came from man
forget it... the chinese for space out is: 把...间隔开
simple :)
then to ans the question
maybe i am spacing out meself
because i am tired... dont really bother to go out or talk much
too much things for me to do all at once... project, job and shift house all bombed me at the same time..
and also might be i am geting niao-er and niao-er
dont like this dont like that... a bit of things also cant tahan.. trying to avoid the crowd
the kind of lonliness feeling is some how gone... i'd rather be alone sometimes...
some other reasons, not to be mentioned here... maybe will talk abt it during drinking session
(if we could ever arrange one, we are all so busy recently)
(plus i dun really feel like drinking.. i think i had enough alcohol for my life while i was in Germany)
(or it's because the alcohol here is much worsest compare to Germany.. then i dont like them already)
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this is definetely not the PMS period
but i am super moody... even more moody than the moody diagram
easily pissed easily fidgeted
super impatient
always complaining
crying more than ever...
i might be under a bit of stress
but i have to leant to handle, learn to control my temper
learn to behave like a 20 yrs old
(isn't this good? u all no need to entertain the super irritating and the super childish haiyu anymore)
i have to
thx for all the people that offered me help in the house thingy
no matter it's about moving or renting me a room... but haiyu's way of living is just that she dont want to create trouble for the others
let me do everything on my own first...
if really canot, then i will turn to u :)
really thx for everything that u all offered
it makes me feel that i am not alone in the country
thx
loads
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there was once, i asked ppl "am i irritating?"
some said yes, some said no
but there was one who said "yes, you are irritating! damn irritating!"
"but i'd rather u be irritating.. at least i'll knw that u are ok.. irritating is better than emo"
how nice of this person
:D
dont worry, i am not emo
i am just trying to digest all the stress i have
get ready to meet the upgraded version of haiyu soon soon
:D
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i miss Lee
i am so Leelified
hai yu is shutting down
da da daa daaaaaaa~~
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2008/10/25
house house house house house house house house
prices has went up almost like twice compare to 2 yrs ago...
at that point of time.. $1200 can rent a set of 3 room flats
but now.. $800 for a common room
=(
still trying to find
going to see one room at sunset way.. 2 stops away from SIM :)
and one more at Chua Chu kang...
LOL...
hopefully will get a nice nice place for me :)
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2008/10/22
1.永远不要以为同龄的男女会恩爱白头到老.女人切不可找小男人.男人最好找大女人...女子十四来经四十九经绝.男子十六精生.六十四精绝.如同龄结合.则中年后男子必然背叛爱情.非他故.实体内利此多分沁.自然生理原因.而己...是故圣人孔子曾有男三十.女二十可以成婚之说.
2.永远要记住经济基础是第一位.中医讲心主火.肺主金.以男子论.心爱谁.钱给谁.不给钱.没真心.空口说.瞎骗人.玩浪漫.哄傻子.
3.永远不要当第三者.当这个男人能背叛妻子和你在一起时.他一定也会因为别的女人而背叛你.而你的处境会比他的妻子更惨.
4.永远不要听信任何己婚男人述说的爱情悲剧.孩子都生出来了.还谈没有爱情.可笑.婚姻家庭在没有孩子时是爱情.有了孩子就是责任.不负责任的人不配谈爱情.
5.永远不要和穷小子谈爱情.穷小子不要淡爱情.要先去奋斗.当一个好女人爱上一个穷小子.并帮助他努力上进的时候.这个女人不要指望会得到任向回报.穷小子成功的时候第一个背叛的就是实心实意帮助他的爱人.这己经有无数实例了.
6.对于公子哥.要慎重..对地痞.无赖要远离.不要惧伯恐吓.暴力.
7.门当户对最好.要看对方的父母家庭.人性是有遗传的.跟父母不合的孩子.也难以处理好家庭关系.
8.女孩子不要相信这个世界上有老实本分的男人.只有暂时没有机会做恶的坏人.
9.女孩子要注意好发誓的男人.绝无好人.轻于言誓而必心存背叛.
10.女孩子更要注意贴身纠缠的男人.记住天天跟着你不是爱你.而是他具有强烈的自私心理.我要的一定要得到.我得到了再坚决不要.这种心态.也是这种男人的无能力的心理表现;如果他有正当的事业.明确的上进心.忙都忙不过来.还有时间去纠缠女孩子吗??
偶然看到，覺得說的還算有道理的文
他說。。。 我與你，原本只是一個轉身的距離，我等在這裡，你沒有轉身回來。
等到你轉身時，我已不在。。。。。
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2008/10/21
my First day as Desiree!!!!
just got my new job at Singapore Flyer.... really in need of a christian name
it's always easier for ppl to remember a christan name comparing to haiyu
>_< to me... yoyo was a good one.. but then like not so formal...
this one, must be very serious, maybe going to print it on my passport :D
thx my friend friend Lee for coming up with this name...
okie.. back to my first day flying experience..
the job was simple... stand there, smile and wave :)
saying things like "hello welcome to singapore flyer..." and then point the correct way to them..
greatest of all... we get to play around with walkie talkies XD
sorry la.. i am a kid without childhood... nv get to play with such things before... had quite a bit of fun playing with my new working partners...
but also get the feedback from ppl that i dont respond very fast when called "Desiree"
>.< sorrlee ... need a bit of time to realise that i am actually Desiree
still havent get use to it.. please call me Desiree more often.. to help me to get use to it
everything so far so good
i like my job
i sort of like school also...
espcially mondays cos the teacher just let me sleep in her class without waking me up
she's so cool
:] watch me fly
and... fly with me
BTW... she asked me, who do i wana fly with?
i replied "someone slim" woohoooo~~~
just got a bad news today... i need to shift house...
die die must move out before chinese new year
it's bad.. cos all the troubles that i scared the most will come to me again..
find house... discussing about the rental.... pack up, carry and then unpack.... get use to a new room mate, new environment...
it's also good for me to have some changes in life.. forget about the painful past, and carry on with my new life... :)
i am finding the 6th so called "home" for meself... again, this kind of unsecured feeling came back to me..
all the what if what if what if start to pop out of my mind...
i am not being emo... come on, i have to face the reality...
i have to prepare myself for the worst...
comment of i dont look like someone who is already 20 was received again and again
though i dont behave like a 20 yr old normally... but when there's something important coming up, i can always handle it like a real 20 yr old girl
dotn worry... Desiree is strong... she's fine fine fine
maybe shld move out in the chrismas holiday.. so must try the best to find a house now
anybody wana rent a small room to me?
>_<
stay happy
be nice to the ppl ard me
remember you
and me
hi world, i am DesireE
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2008/10/19
kee swee's 3 tips of smelling good
(1) put a lot of pong pong when u are washing ur clothes
(2) use johnson baby body foam
(3) stay 毛-less
LOL LOL LOL
i so so so like the kind of kee swee smell
i will work hard to smell good good
yipeeeee
:)
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2008/10/18
i have been skipping a few TKD trainings
a few = three nia
for ppl like me... who are "full time TKD-ers" go for each and every training that's available
when i am not there for a few sessions... it seems like as if i disappeared for a long period of time..
why skipped?
记不记得周杰伦出《七里香》那张专辑的时候，记者问他为什么专辑平淡无奇没有创新
杰伦说 因为前面没有我想要的东西 所以，我不想要往前走。。 我宁愿原地踏步
same goes for me
used to be... i have so must passion for TKD... (maybe i eaten too much passion fruit)
i wanted to get my black belt
i wanted to be someone who can sparr... sparr well
i just simply wanted to train myself...
but some how... i sort of lost my directions..
for that period of times.. everything lost its attraction to me
i think a lot and a lot and a lot... about me and TKD
my health condition.... i am having a blood pressure of 112/58
>_< that is like half of a normal person...
my commitment ...
but still... my conclution is that.. i still love TKD...
i still want to do well
i still want my black belt
and be someone who can sparr
it was REAL heart pain when the person asked me "could u work on MONDAY?"
and i nodded
it sounds as if i am giving up my passion for money...
but i got no other choice...
i need to live.. i need food.. i need money.. so i got to work....
LUCKY... there's swee & alvinN to go jogging with me
i need to build up my stamina
i have to
dont worry... the real haiyu is back
she is working hard for what she wants
and for once in her life time.. she is being very thick skin
no matter what happens.. no matter what ppl say about her, she will still go for trainings
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i have a feeling that i might change blog link some day ..
very soon?
i dont feel safe here any more... i have to think and think before i type...
scared to say anything wrong to piss anybody off
even a post that stayed here for less than 5 mins resulted me in troubles
if i ever change link again...
dont ask me what's the new link if i nv tell u
it's hard for me to tell you "i dont want you to read my blog anymore"
people might say
if u dont want people to read, why not u go open a private blog?
* it's not i dont want ANYBODY to read my blog... there are still nice ppl whom i wana share my life story with
* don's assume that i dont have a private blog
if it's really PRIVATE, u wont knw the blog's existance
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i am getting more and more "niao"
dont like this person dont like that person
dont like this to happen dont like that to happen
dont want go here dont want to do this
bear with me a blit...
sorry... it will get better :)
i will try to like more ppl
but after all, i still like u the most
yes, you
YOU!!!
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2008/10/17
INFPs
(there are 200 332 haiyus in Singapore.. they share the same personality as me.. so cool)
(BTW, right now, there is a male version of haiyu sitting right beside me.. he was named as---AlvinN) =/
(Plagiarism isn't a sin.. nvm la.. nvm la... reaneeeeeeee)
INFP - "Questor". High capacity for caring. Emotional face to the world. High sense of honor derived from internal values. 4.4% of total population. |
Their primary goal is to find out their meaning in life.
INFPs are highly intuitive about people. They rely heavily on their intuitions to guide them
Generally thoughtful and considerate, INFPs are good listeners and put people at ease. This sincerity is sensed by others, making the INFP a valued friend and confidante.
(see~~ this is so true about me :)
INFPs do not like conflict, and go to great lengths to avoid it. In conflict situations, INFPs place little importance on who is right and who is wrong.
They don't want to feel badly.
(NOBODY WANTS TO ) :(
In the face of their value system being threatened, INFPs can become aggressive defenders, fighting passionately for their cause.
(ya right, this girl can be an aggressive defender sia~~ roarrrr)
When it comes to the mundane details of life maintenance, INFPs are typically completely unaware of such things.
(i am sort of a person with simple needs... my dream car is just a double decker bus.. how simpler could it be huh?)
(HAIYUs ARE NO YY)
INFPs do not like to deal with hard facts and logic. Their focus on their feelings and the Human Condition makes it difficult for them to deal with impersonal judgment.
(This is so so so so so true... )
INFPs are usually talented writers.
(as they said... yap... that's what they said... not me~~)(the only thing that i said is: this is so true about me) XD :) o(n_n)o
INFP Relationships
They appear to be tranquil and peaceful to others, with simple desires.
They reserve their deepest love and caring for a select few who are closest to them.
Slow to trust others and cautious in the beginning of a relationship, an INFP will be fiercely loyal once they are committed.
INFP Weaknesses
May tend to be shy and reserved
Don't like to have their "space" invaded
Extreme dislike of conflict
Extreme dislike of criticism
Strong need to receive praise and positive affirmation
May react very emotionally to stressful situations
Have difficulty leaving a bad relationship
Have difficulty scolding or punishing others
Tend to be reserved about expressing their feelings
Perfectionistic tendancies may cause them to not give themselves enough credit
Tendency to blame themselves for problems, and hold everything on their own shoulders
INFPs as Lovers
INFPs feels tremendous loyalty and commitment to their relationships.
With the Feeling preference dominating their personality, harmony and warm feelings are central to the INFP's being.
They feel a need to be in a committed, loving relationship. If they are not involved in such a relationship, the INFP will be either actively searching for one, or creating one in their own minds.
However, the INFP's deeply-felt, sincere love for their mates and their intense dislike of conflict keeps the INFP loyal to their relationships, in spite of their troubles achieving peace of mind.
One real problem area for the INFP is their intensive dislike of conflict and criticism. They will tend to take any sort of criticism as a personal attack on their character, and will usually become irrational and emotional in such situations.
(YES!! i am super xiao xin yan!!!)
they will do whatever they can to get rid of the conflict - which frequently means lashing out irrationally at others, or using guilt manipulation to get their mates to give them the positive support that they crave.
This kind of behavior does not bode well for healthy, long-term relationships.
Individuals who recognize this tendency in themselves should work on their ability to take criticism objectively rather than personally.
In fact, the INFP is likely to not only respect their mate's perspectives and goals, but to support them with loyal firmness.
(sometimes, too much respect/freedom give isn't the wise choice at all)
Although cautious in the beginning, they become firmly loyal to their committed relationships, which are likely to last a lifetime. They take their relationships very seriously, and will put forth a great deal of effort into making them work.
INFPs are not naturally interested in administrative matters such as bill-paying and house-cleaning, but they can be very good at performing these tasks when they must.
They can be really good money managers when they apply themselves.
(this is surely NOT me)
INFP's natural partner is the ENFJ, or the ESFJ. The INFP/ENFJ combination is ideal, because it shares the Sensing way of peceiving, but the INFP/ESFJ combination is also a good match.
INFPs as Parents
INFPs are "natural" parents.
The INFP parent is likely to value their children as individuals, and to give them room for growth.
They will let the children have their own voice and place in the family.
Extremely loving and devoted parents, INFPs will fiercely protect and support their children. If there is an issue involving "taking sides", you can bet the INFP will always be loyal to their children.
INFPs are usually remembered by their children as loving, patient, devoted, and flexible parents.
(ha.. i am actually such a great mum.. okieeee... great to knw this :)
INFPs as Friends
LEEEEE, YOU BETTER READ THIS... THIS IS SO TRUE ABOUT ME!!!!
INFPs are warm and caring individuals who highly value authenticity and depth in their personal relationships!!!!!!!
They are usually quite perceptive about other people's feelings and motives, and are consequently able to get along with all sorts of different people!!!!
With their strong need for harmony and dislike of conflict, INFPs may feel threatened by people with strong Judging and Thinking preferences.
Although they're likely to be able to work well professionally with such individuals, they may have difficulty accepting or appreciating them on a personal level. They generally feel a kinship and affinity with other Feeling types.
INFPs will be valued by their confidantes as genuine, altruistic, deep, caring, original individuals!!
:)
read more about me?
http://personalitypage.com/INFP_rel.html
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2008/10/13
haiyu love blowing bubbles :)
went to siti house today and get to enjoy all the nice nice food there... thx for the invitation girl :)
i like this kind of life... simple but not plain
earn money
study hard
enjoy life with friends...
need to go school in 6 or 7 hr's time... cant believe that school is starting ... =/
this holiday passed really fast... maybe it's because of the Germany trip !!
>_< yes, again... I, Miss Germany
blowed my bubbles while waiting for bus at the bus stop
some of the bubbles actually flied to an aunty sitting a few metres beside me
=/ i was called a “神经病” by her....
at first, i didnt pay much attention to her... but she just wont stop her "shen jing bing shen jing bing" while she was standing behind me
this thing really piss me off
so.... i turned and stared at her... the kind of haiyu's very buey song stare :D
immediately, she turned away and shut up
>_< i was prepared to hear to hear something more nusty... but she just stopped
fun no more...
don't knw it's lucky or suay.. i took the same bus as the lao aunty
alvinN suggested that we shld sit in front
but i pick up the sit behind the aunty.... called her back "shen jing bing" just to piss her off..
as what Lee commented on me... i am just trying my best to look for troubles
>_<
but it's also they give me the chance to do so mah
haiyu has changed much over the years... better think twice before challenging her
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i got back my 2 little fur balls from ah hao....
thx for taking care of them :)
hope that ah hao can grow taller... so that he could wear the shirt that i bought for him
>_<
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i was called for the job interview at flyer...
my phone went flat bat today....
so... if everything goes okie.... someone shld get ready the stomach for a big meal...
i bought a box for u today... i am sure u are gonna like it ....
the box shld be used usefully
o(n_n)o
please dont refresh my page for 10 times today..
i wont update again until tuesday... okay?
:)
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2008/10/09
reply to JK
even though i dont feel like paying up
i still passed the money to jocelyn on sunday
if i am really the kind of person who dont pay up for the things
i would not have paid for the dinner on EIGHTEEN OF JUNE
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2008/10/08
okie... i really got quite a lot of things to blog... things happened ever since last saturday..
had our 4E1 + 2E3 class bBq on saturday at nelson's place
maybe it was too long that we nv meet up with each other... we sort of had a very 尴尬 situation.. >_<
got nothing to say.. and i feel extremly uncomfortable.. ... ... sorry.. i very shy lor
so... left early to eat subway with lee + ah hao + swee
a photo of the previous 4E1 class
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went to sentosa with V.E ppl...
the mummy in the pic is angeline... >_<
they were playing some stupid game
it rained again on sunday...
for me, it was like more confirmed for me that i am the one bringing all the rain water during BBQs + outings at sentosa =/
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ate porriage with alvinn on Monday..
and i managed to drag alvinN for the chinese movie----画皮
it was nice show..
其实，爱情，不过如此。。 你以为你是爱了，一切还不都是一场梦而已
真正的爱，就是爱，不管之前有多少误会，只要那么一句“不管你是人是妖，我都爱你”
就让人觉得，为他，死也甘愿。。。
只可惜，只可惜，看电影的时候还是小心翼翼，不敢放肆的哭。
其实，泪水早就已满了眼眶。。。
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finally celebrated uncle's birthday for real on tuesday...
:D
cos when celebrating my birthday, uncle said that he wanted pandan cake for next up coming birthday...
and happen to be he is the one gana pandan cake
XD
uncle must be sad when he saw the pandan cake...
small and cheapo.. :)
thx for still acting happy when seeing the pandan cake...
the big big plate of sushi that we had...
end up we have to use 终极密码 to finish up the sushi
ha ha... the real cake comes
uncle was happy... real happiness... :D
of course la... uncle is always happy when he's with me right...
:) MUST BE!!!!
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went to sentosa again today with class 2A01...
will be going again tmr with my old sec frens...
ha ha.. something good about me... i can mix around with a lot of classes and join for their outing and all the fun fun fun things :D
it rained again today... :(
haiyu is sorleee.... but she cant really help... :(
the only thing i can do now, it's to pray that it wont rain tmr... >_<
the evil ppl making a trap by digging a hole, then put newspaper to cover up...
it was real funny when nasri stepped into it.. :D :D :D
去了vivo三楼的skygarden
仰面躺在冰冷的木板上，呆呆着看着我的月亮
没什么了不起的，不过是过去
我不怕。。
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我喜欢我们现在关系
亲密却不亲热
我讨厌别人谈起我们。。 很讨厌从他们嘴巴里听到你的名字
就这样吧
别再靠近，不要疏离
如果有一天，我们分开了。。。。 我们还要像在一起的时候一样
好么?
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2008/10/04
one more msg for ppl reading this
hai yu is no emo-ing
she's got everything that she wants
she is happy with her life
she smiles for you
:)
yes, you
I, Miss Germany
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i have came to a very extreme extent where only seeing u make me feel disgusted...
yes
this reminds me of that classic sentence
he does nothing, but he just irritates me
i have been very XXXXXXX recently
i dont kwn how to descirbe this.. but it's the situation that i keep complaining
as if i hate the whole world
this is bad
so from now onwards...
haiyu shall.... smile more, pretend to be energitic, and be nice to the ppl ard me
yes...
be nice to others
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i feel like i am being pulled into some black hole
slowly dragged in and no way to escape
turning in the darkness
i lost my way
i dont knw what to do
i really dont knw
life is way too complicated for stupid idiots like me to figure out how to live on
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只为了听他在我耳边轻吟
我愿付出一切我所拥有
杰伦就是杰伦，无与伦比的杰伦
我举手，我说选我选我 ！！！！
杰伦选我！！！！
《女儿红》
他说，没有做完的梦最痛
他说，在他的怀里不用害怕失眠
他说，把故事听到最后才说再见
《红楼梦中》
他说，不要你离开，距离隔不开
他说，爱成了阻碍
他说，情歌被打败，爱已不存在
杰伦说了我最想说的“情歌被打败，爱已不存在”
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i think i have been eating too regularly >_<
my stomach is too used to the 1 meal/ day life
now ... i always feel weird when i eat too much
anyway..
i want eat sushi!!!
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2008/10/03
back to my patrick skin
it has been required by Lee that i shld change my blog skin
because she cant read...
i am lazy recently
super lazy about blog thingy....
so just go back to my fav fav fav STAR
me loves patrick as much as me love meself
i miss yamapi
i miss Germany
ya... I, Miss Germany
:D
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2008/10/02
ok... haiyu shall blog today... it has been quite a while since the last time that i update
have been very busy and also very lazy...
always create a new template and type all the things i wana say.. end up thinking that ppl shldnt go read that..
so just secretly save it... LOL
i caught derrick at orchard last friday!!!!!!!!!
he is so so so so cute... and nice person :)
lucky me :)
-----------------------------一条很生气的分割线-------------------------------
想到就很生气。。。 全身的血液都往大脑冲。。 还好我的血压很低，不然血管一定全都爆光了
planed to celebrate uncle's bday with 04-ers on sunday
end up how? the pang seh rate was 100%
how last minute they all pang seh? half an hour before meeting time...
i started sms them ever since monday...
all said can can can can can
but when it's friday... all change to canot go out in the afternoon, but can have dinner together
i am cool with that as well
but end up how?
only me spend the day with uncle
so please listen here
if next time... (hopefully there still will be a next time)
dont want to come, or canot come, just say it
to tell uncle that we are celebrating with him, then end up all bang seh
or
dont mention it, pass him the present when school reopens..
which one is better?
seems like no point talking about this
u all cant decide things until last minute mah
so next time book chalet or anything also no point telling u all days earlier
it's just a waste of SMS
just tell u all 1/2 days ealier can le.. if not u also cant make up the decision mah
played sparkler with uncle
uncle so old liao still very childish lor
like to play this kind of thing
ok
must adimit that i also had so much fun playing it
----------------------生气的地方总算是完了------------------------------
抢先听了 杰伦的 新专辑 《摩杰座》
不怕不怕，还是有预购的。。 只是想要抢在别人面前，先分享他的音乐
默默地，把他的专辑 从第一张一直听到这里。。 杰伦进步了很多，我是说制作手法，包装。。。
从那个稚嫩的孩子蜕变成了成熟的男人
音乐做得很华丽，少了曾经歌曲里纯朴的天真。。 那种傻气和执著，才是最打动人的
不是说现在的杰伦不好，只是陪着他一起成长，看到他每个乐符里的努力，就会觉得心里暖暖的
对杰伦，是喜欢，是爱，也是痴迷
是崇拜，是共鸣
更多的，是他融入了我太多的生活，陪我谱写了太多太多的过去
习惯有他在身边
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i have been trying the very best of me to be activily involed in TKD activities
i knw what i want to achieve.. so i cant stop before i get it
i have not been giving in my best during trainings... let me slack a bit bah..
will work hard again for IVP when school reopens
dont tease me about TKD... it's still something that i care abt the most
and one thing
dont ask me questions like
"will u accept him as your boyfriend?"
i just dont like
heix
human
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