2007/10/22
sianz....... worked for 2 days.... weekend also canot rest...
working just becauz i wanted to get the $$$$
bt now evan money does not seem to be appealing to me any more
the work is so boring....
i am paid $10/hr to stand n stone at the NTUC
the NTUC at yew tee is so SUX..... -_-! i canot find another adj to describe the NTUC
there was no table for me..
nobody actually helped me while i am finding the things
ther was no ice for me.... i have to buy it....
the ppl there are danm non-friendly !!
when i ask them things, they dun bother to tell me...
有一个肥 aunty 每次从我身后走过，都会用她的 trolly 来撞我
等我回头看她，她就会用一副“我是老大”的表情看着我，冷冷的吐一句“excuse me”
想想就觉得很讨厌，欠揍的脸~~~
怀念以前的 sheng siong....
有好心人帮我搬东西
有好aunty拿东西给我吃~~
有人每次走过就跟我说话聊天~~~
还有很多可爱的小盆友
这里，什么都没有
讨厌讨厌。。。 讨厌至极了~~~
dozing off at 3:08:00 PM
2007/10/20
dun force me to do the things dat i dun wana do.. watever u say... i wont do it....
haiyu says NO means NO
haiyu says dun wan means dun wan...
i thought you already knew it~
dun nag n nag n nag n ask me to do the things for you...
do i have to???
why must i ???
do i have the responsibility to look aft you??
am i paid to entertain you??
while you are enjoying your "happy day" have you ever thought abt my feelings??
disturbed by SMSes during my lectures......
if i dun reply den u will go on n on n on.... asking me why i nv reply
bt... most of the times, it's i reply you... den you nv ans back...
wat kind of shitty rule is dis?
i MUST you reply ur msg
and you can dun reply me if u dun feel like to....
i tink i have told you dat i hate ppl to call me or to sms me when i am sleeping....
bt again n again... u sms me in the late nights....
maybe to you "good night" is a very important msg....
maybe you got no other fren can tell you wat time is the national tournament..
bt to me.... if it disturb me while i am sleeping... it's bullshit!!!!!! wat ever the sms is..... it sux to the high heavens....
i hate all the sms aft 11pm.......
i just hate it !!!!!!
you shld Know......
if you dun know... remember it NOW
learn how to look aft urself 1st...
if you cant do things like wake urself up in the morning...... i dun know how can you take care of the other person...
try to read between the lines...
even if i sms you 10 or 20 times everyday...
bt none of the msg is more than 10 words... and four out of ten is "haha" it tells sth, right?
i Know i am being cruel here
i know i am saying all the things dat might hurt you
bt i got no other choice......
do i have to say sorry??
只是说说，别想太多。。。
我讨厌心机重的人
可以说是极度厌恶
要么，你就真的没有心机，单纯的可爱
要么，你就真的老奸巨猾，让我拆不穿你的鬼把戏
别弄些障眼法来骗我，你不是傻子，我更不是~
不要以为看起来幼稚的人就好欺负了
大智若愚，你懂么？
dozing off at 1:18:00 AM
2007/10/19
the trashy haiyu.... shit la.... sparring sux.....
ganna trash every time... dun noe wat to do with all the double turnings....
actually post dis one dis morning.... bt lyna half way called me n den went to eat pizza wid them...
so did not finish dis post...
any way... now lost the kind of sad feelings already...
only left the blue blacks on my arms n legs....
at least i still have my feelings wid me....
-_-! i cant forget the pain i had... bt the problem is.. if i dun forget... den i wont dare to fight next time...
上帝老头，借点勇气吧
等我的勇气长得多多的了，我就还给你~~
dozing off at 10:37:00 AM
2007/10/15
ok....
just to show dat i am still alive...
finally today got someone said dat my hair is nice >_<
1st day.. almost as gd as i nv been to NP b4...
walking ard alne >_<
regret dat i failed my IPC n bio mol..... sianz ...
have to join other class for lessons.....
dun like... bt no choice...
~ k ... got update le... ^_^
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dozing off at 2:09:00 PM
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