which perfume to choose?
Annick Goutal Ce Soir Ou Jamais*
Gucci Envy me*
YSL Baby Doll*
Juliette has a Gun Miss Charming*
Lolita Lempicka Fleur de corail*
*ranking according to level of wanting them
wanting the Gucci and Annick Goutal very very badly
i cannot resist the sweet scented perfumes
just the name Ce Soir Ou Jamais already attracts me.. LOL, why am i so typically girl today?
i think must well buy the baby doll as well, it seems to be cheap
i know i know
i have been finding excuses for myself to shop more and more
the best thing that human being did in the history is to find excuses for themselves
how true is this? >_<
arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
wanted Dior Pure Poison as well
but since i already had Miss Dior Cherie.. should try something else right?
why money dont grow on trees?
why perfume doesnt flow out from taps?
T_T
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what is taekwondo to me？
it's like a tatoo
i wasnt born with me
it hurted so much when i just got it
and after that, i am so proud of it
it wasnt really part of me, it is so like part of me
most importantly, it will hurt like hell if i want to get rid of it
taekwondo is part of my life
taekwondo is my <3
i am not good at it, but i love it <3 <3 <3
when i say it for 3 times, i mean it seriously... deep down from my heart, okay?
^_^
i felt so relief when i told moon i am not fighting in the IVP
this is just the usual me, fat and useless
i have to live with it :)
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friend, please date me anytime after this thursdays
as what is written on my diary, I WILL ALWAYS MAKE TIME FOR YOU
seriously
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2010/02/20
the exam period is always so sad
even the blue sky seems to be grey now
i didnt manage to do my 20 marks distillation question
not because of i dont know
i really really seriously know how to do... just because i was careless.. tricked by mr stoll
arrrrrrr, my 20 marks!!!
there was not a lot of chances for me to say "i know how to do this"
but when there is one, i didnt manage to do it!!!!!!!!!
wasted my one and only chance
后悔莫及这个东西，真的很折磨人
went to NTU, thought the koreans were having a talking or demo
how on earth would i know that they were conducting a training?!?!?!
didnt bring down my gi :(
sat there for hours... playing games inside my ipod
i so so so so so wanted to go and train!!!
脚痒到不行
so angry with myself... didnt think about bringing my gi earlier!
wasted my time :(
when will i ever have the chance to train under korean guys again？！
Q_Q
机会，真的是个很玄的东西
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2010/02/19
exam season officially begins tomorrow
or rather.... today
it's the UOP paper tomorrow
the more i study, i the more confused i am
i get frastrated when my question was not answered
exams really brings out all the bad mood x(
until now, i still dont know what is tt, tb, Hunb
i always try my best to 死背
but i know, there's not much of hope for me
good luck to me
hope i wont create so much problem for Mr Stoll this time round
one way or another, Hyun Joong is always making my day :)
no matter how tired or how bad mood i am
he's always able to put the smile back on my face <3
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2010/02/18
finally seen the poster of Nodame at the cinema yesterday
alvinN, you see you see you see!!
chiaki senpai is just as handsome as ever
SUPER かっこいい!!!!! SUPER!
and then... saw the movie trailer.. i think that was the best part of my entire movie
awwww.. so nice!
my hands were in the "praying" position.. and if i am animated, my eyes must be <3>
LOL
russle peters were correct....... girls love musicians XD
i am really really not interested in HK shows.. just like how alvinn dont bother about chinese
but still watched the 72 tenants...
真得不好看啦，有笑点也笑不出。。。
根本不是电影，而是一个两个钟头的超长喜剧广告片
情节好狗血。。。。
and then, spend my time at the bar with a few TKD seniors
because i was having the alcohol and drug test today, so canot drink alocohol... lucky i remembered before odering the drink
wasted all my time to tie the knot with cherry stalk
LOL
my first success :D
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why is my life full of diiu lian-ness?!
the other day on bus 75, even though i plugged in my earpiece, dont know why the ipod was playing through the speaker
i was listening to some jap songs by yamapi <3
happen to be there was a jap family on board.. i was wondering why did they smiled at me when i walk pass them....
it is after i alighted the bus, then realise i played my music out loud through out the whole bus journey... how diu lian!!!
then today.. i was watching my プロポーズ大作戦.. felt so touched when the girl was eating the tamakoyaki made by her grandpa
reminds me of how i get to eat chicken wings whenever i am home...
then... i cried on the bus T_T
pai seh pai seh pai seh to the max
but, it was really true.. whatever you want to tell someone... MUST say it out.. cannot assume that the person will know or the person may feel it.. you may not have the chance to say it again...
明天才做的，是傻瓜
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2010/02/16
i actually went to study with moon today
studied 2 and half pages of P-tech
Mr wong must be so proud of me now... studing his module on the second day of CNY
I am proud of myself too :D
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told ya that we had couple shoes
told ya that he is my guy
wohooo wooohooo wooohooooo
so sweet of him :D
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2010/02/15
so... this is how it is like when you've got ppl visit you on chinese new year
they come over, they gamble, they eat and they left
haha
thanks for visiting me, my dearest dearest friend
i feel so honored
and friend!!
LOOK AT HIS SHOES!!!
MY KIM HYUN JOONG WEAR THE SAME SHOES AS ME!!
EXACTLY THE SAME!! COLOUR ALSO SAME SAME!!
I'M GONNA WEAR MY SHOE TO EVERYWHERE!!
I AM SO PROUD OF MY SHOES
WOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
THIS IS THE BEST PART OF MY NEW YEAR!!!
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2010/02/14
happy? new year
as usual, just like the past 6 years, i spend the chinese new year alone...
when i was webcaming with mama, she heard i've got one week study break, asked me to go back home
i told her, cannot, must study!! got exam leh
she said, 不要逼自己读书，一家人团圆跟考到好成绩一样会让我开心
i tried my best not to think that it is the new year
after hearing that one sentence from her, everything collapsed
i miss home like crasy
checked air ticket immediately...
thought i could go back during the one week holiday after my exam
but there's no more slots
i wonder why is it everytime in the drama, when the main guy is chasing the girl.... even if it is just 30mins before the flight, he can get a ticket and get onto the plane.. most importantly, he can always get the seat beside the girl he's chasing!!!!!! :O
life is so unfair
2009年最大的收获就是，用了一年的时间，成功地让自己长大了一岁
我很满意
memories of home start to fade
i cant really remember how i spend my chu xi with my family
it's all the blur.. but i remember the kind of smell of people when they came into the room with snow on their coat
the kind of cold and refreshing smell
the smell of all the firecrackers on chu yi morning...
the lucky coin inside the dumplings
the shake of window glass at 12 midnight because of the loud firecrackers
all the road covered with white snow and red paper from all the firecrackers
ah... i miss home so much so much so much
i get irritated when i see my phone shows the date
14th Feb
damn it, i am single.. always single, so single that i cant be any more single
i think mark was right, it's a curse
anyway, it is good to have V-day and CNY on the same date... so that i only feel lonly and miserable for one day instead of two days...
HAPPY NEW YEAR,
Lee my dearest dearest friend,
alvinN my twin,
kee swee, eileen my HEAK-mates
Uncle Tan
Pinkie, the rayzor... thanks for protecting your nation even at this kind of days :D
norman my futher colleague
houzi moon
houzi dia dia
jocelyn
jian_an
junhong, who is in korea now.. i am so jealoused!!!
and you..
YES YOU!
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2010/02/12
the "should i fight in IVP" question has been revolving in my head for countless days and nights
i still dont know the answer
i have thrown the coin for at least 100 times
head go tail dont go
tail go head dont go
no no no again again.....
i cant decide
people are all telling me to go
last year, i had 50% of confidence... i lost to my opponent, 7 vs 0
this year, i dont even have 20% of confidence
will i die at NTU?
i wish i had some motivation...
i dont want to go there with a mind set of "fight lor, if not no chance liao"
i have been avoiding sparring like how the vampires avoided the sunlight
i got no experice at all
it scares the shit out of me.. really!
though i loved taekwondo a lot
really really a lot
it doesnt means i am good at it
i know how lousy i am, no need others to tell me
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制服伴随了心仪对象的整个高中时代
第二颗纽扣，是最靠近他心脏的纽扣
凝聚了那个人所有的感情
所以呢，在毕业的时候，女生会向自己喜欢的男生索要他的第二颗纽扣
男生呢，也会把自己的纽扣留给喜欢的女生
from: プロポーズ大作戦
there's always hope when it seems to be hopeless for yamapi
there's always till hopes
will it be the same for ace?
i heard manga character never really dies, they will always come back unharmed some how
will there be hope?
CHANCE!
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进军到甲子园就能结婚吗！？
有咖啡牛奶就能结婚！？
坐到一起就能结婚吗？
第二颗扣子就能结婚吗？
真的可以吗？
i want to go hotpark, bring me there bring me there!!
:D
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i am going to infinenum for attachment together with norman the boy boy :D
maybe to him... there's not much of a difference
but to me.... he's like the only person that i really know from that sem
it's really great to have someone that i know to be with me :D :D
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today has been a good day until i took a peek at the online manga
saw for real that ace is gone
i cried
one piece has been very friendly
nobody had died... even the very irritating ones
how could it be ace? how could it be?
this spoils the whole thing
i was still at the part where luffy just entered the prison
breaking through all the walls just to save his brother
hoping that they will leave without harmed, just like every other time
but now, i know ace is dead
all the effort................ shit, i feel so sad!!
i hated one piece for a while.
it had made me cry so many times :(
i am so emo now
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i know i cant ask the question "am i fat?"
because when i ask it, probably i am fat and i just dont want to admit it
i know, i always know
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2010/02/10
i sawed so many people at jurong point... hee..
it's gonna be my last official taekwondo training t0morrow
of course i am happy to be a slacker
but just the idea of leaving make me sad a bit
just a tiny bit
i am always so scared of changing to a new environment
but there are so many unknown new environments in front of me
just by thinking about the future, it scares the shit out of me
we almost had another twin today.....
but, if there's so many haiyus
what is so special about being haiyu then?
i thought i am the exotic one... there's only 4% of the population has a same personality as me
it took me 18 years, travelled 2 countries to find my first twin
if another twin is so easily found, what's the fun of it
but still, it would be fun to have a triplet... LOL.... just imagining how we would irritate the hell out of each other makes me smile
wait for me, twiny :D
and then, me and alvinn redid the personality test
i thought it would be cool if both of us changed, to some other personality, but still the same as each other
sad to see, we are still the same old personality
Introverted (I) 58.33% Extroverted (E) 41.67%
Intuitive (N) 52.78% Sensing (S) 47.22%
Feeling (F) 70.97% Thinking (T) 29.03%
Perceiving (P) 65.71% Judging (J) 34.29%
proud to say... i dont really think or judge things.. the FWeeeeeling always wins
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想说的话，就要说出来，以为不说对方就能明白，那就大错特错了
from プロポーズ大作戦
my dearest dearest friend told me that i am her whole world today <3
and she called my name... it's not often that she calls me by the name...
i feel so touched <3 <3 <3
you are my whole world too :D
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2010/02/09
人类对于曾经遭遇过的事情，很容易就忘记了，比如说，自己喜欢的人的样子、名字、和自己说了什么、 和他一起经历了什么快乐的时光，
但是实际上如果偶然和他相遇，就会很自然的笑出声来，会记得当时喜欢别人的那种感觉。为什么会发生这样的情况呢？因为人的大脑中除了海马体和大脑新皮层外，能偶储存记忆的隐藏空间还有很多，喜欢谁、被什么人喜欢，最纯粹的记忆会深藏在大脑最深的地方，那个地方叫大脑边缘层 。记忆深深珍藏在那里，永远不会忘记。
杏仁体的活性化，这是看见自己所爱的人时，大脑通常会产生的强烈反应，这里的无意识反应，比思考更快。这种现象据说是“爱”这种感情的真正面目。
咩咩的爱情，一直都深藏在他跟妞的记忆深处
Gacket 不愧是带着百年记忆的吸血鬼，妖媚至极
佐藤的忧郁艺术家气息。。 好像是一颗坠落的星星般，惹人注目
看花样的时候，一直觉得水嶋宏是个很不起眼的人物，现在看来，很不错了
哎哎哎，木村拓哉
哎哎哎，一朵勾魂的老男人
啧啧啧啧啧~~~
i really enjoyed the show Mr Brain
finished the 8 episodes in only 2 days :D
hope there's a season II coming up...
woohoooo, exciting show!
in the last episode.... just suddenly, i felt very sad
so i cried :(
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2010/02/07
i know, i talk a lot on MSN now.. after i've got a new keyboard
finally had a happy chatting session with my dearest friend
i have been ignoring the whole world, and trying to reduce my words as much as possible since the day i started using the rubber keyboard
now it's on the floor... i am too lazy to even look at it
saw this group called "i always wonder who would cry if i died"
this question was repeated everytime i went to supermarket... while i was jay walking...
i always amd always wonder who will keep my stuff after i died, who will be the first person to read my notes in the diary
who would login my blog to see my "please read after i am dead" draft
who will carry my ash and plant it with a peach tree
will i still be able to see them?
it will be sad if i can see/hear them...
i was watch Mr Brain for the whole day
Kimura is really awesome....
though signs of aging is showing on his face
but he is seriously a good actor
:)
i was copying my songs into the harddisk for my friend
after hearing her saying she's missing me.. i feel like i am missing her a lot too!!
she dont really say such gayish stuff to me.. i'm veleee happy when i hear mushy things from her.. <3
so i tried to be a nice friend and helped her to type all the chinese and dui lian
i think i am really a very very nice friend
and i am very lucky to have a very very nice friend too :D
looking forward to tomorrow's class outing at sentosa.. we have not had a good one since.... 1 year ago? or even longer?
hope it wil be a good one
and, please do not rain
thank you
<3
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2010/02/05
test test.. hm... i have a new keyboard now. now very used to the spacing yet
but it is definitely better than the rubber one i had
it's so noisy when i am typing
i love the noise :)
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2010/02/02
when the FYP has ended... the whole world just ended together
it's like seeing "the end" after a movie
my poly life is going to be over
it felt like there's no more homeworks
no more reports
no more tests
no more exams
haha, that's just what i feels like
i still have to pull myself together to do all these things with 100% unwillingness
:(
sad sad sad.....
there's only 3 trainings left till the end of the semester
i will not absent myself
i will not slack
or rather, i will try not to slack
:)
i will miss you a lot, taekwondo <3
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