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2009/12/30

whee~~~
told you that i have your password, don't believe i remember right~
i don't even need to remember la! the browser saved your password for me ^_^

as promised, i took all the pictures of today's gift exchange and will upload and explain one by one.. that was given to me!

the objective is to go daiso & buy 7 items that will be useful to use.
guess my words of "dont buy anything useless/unmeaningful" didnt get knocked into your head.

YOU STILL DID -_-''

1. Yellow Bag
YAY:D my favorite item out of the whole lot! very big, very good, very sunshine :)) material very plastic-y, waterproof woo!

2. Canned Food
sardine. never eat before. good to try. at least we saved $1.90+ leh, cold storage sold the exact same thing for $3.90! :D

3. Green Gloves
ok.. this one is also useful! very good and can protect me from heat. i like it that i wont ever hurt myself during baking process, which will come long long long later... because i am depressed with the oven. boo.

4. Black Toothbrush
i wonder the point is that i have smelly mouth so ask me to brush my teeth more is it?

5. what?
this is my idea of a useless thing. ok. don't even want to be bothered to ELABORATE

6. storage bag
that is so smalll.. and i have only 1 use for it. put my ipod touch inside when i shit lor. hai ok shall not dwell too much on the shit loaded ipod touch cos i got a FREEEE ONE! :D:D:

7. PIPING BAG!!! I LIKE THIS ONE ALSO!!! although its so small but ok, still can use la. so many patterns to pipe, next tme i wanna put icing on my cupcakes i can use this piping thing. i can't believe it only cost $2 ^_^

8. lingerie holder (?)
i'm lazy to open it..

9. cupcake paper which i am lazy to take a picture of. just like any cupcake paper, but i am so lazy to bake right now >:(

WAIT, you bought me 9 stuffs! no wonder i feel like there are so many things. i only bought you 7 exactly leh. lol.


ok i am bored of writing. blogging is so sickening with pictures and i prefer to write words only instead.
so till then when i come back, to write nonsense! it will be not very near, because i am lazy. yup all blaming on being lazy.

to the secretary of the fyp team group: ( GOH KEE SWEE)
PLEASE release her vehli vehli soon tmr! suppose to be we go out whole day ok, i already give you all some time to use her. please return promptly, we're going to watch AVATARRRRRRRRRRRR and eat cheap food. YAY! :D

signing off
LA!

dozing off at 9:34:00 PM


2009/12/29

就算夜里有再多的星星,我的眼里也只看得到月亮

在黑暗中,我的星星在哭,我该怎么办呢?

不管是想哭,还是想吐都不要紧,用不着那样咬着牙坚持

在你诞生的今天,是个特别珍贵的日子,谢谢你来到这个世界


-------you are beautiful

dozing off at 8:49:00 PM


2009/12/27

人言落日是天涯,望极天涯不见家。
已恨碧山相阻隔,碧山还被暮云遮。


dozing off at 12:08:00 PM


today, according to our not so accurate record, 8887 ppl has came to flyer....

it's crasy....
i keep counting 1.2.3.3.4.5.6.7.8.9.10.... then it gets dangerous when it's over 20.....
i just keep counting and counting....
people take picture near my eyes.... when they flash too much, there are white spots in the vision
it sux
some irritating ones, realise that i am counting, so they will go 5,7,9... trying to disturb
but actually they dont affect me much.... it doesnt matter... there are too much distractions that i dont know which one to pay attention to......
but some how, i will make sure that the irritating ones take alone with the darkness....

people always ask me, how many people in side one capsule? why are these empty?
again and again.... i have to answer the same question....
there were a group of friends... one of the guys asked me, how many ppl inside one cap? i said 28, then later a girl asked me again.... so the guy "tsk-ed" the girl and said "i already ask her once, why u nv pay attention? dont make her repeat again la... she must have said that a lot of times"
i laughed out.... 1000 times and 1001 times, there is not much a difference right? but it's not usual that ppl realise i have to and i am sick of repeat myself
they only had 22people inside their capsule... on a black out day like this, 22 is awesome

there are always cute kids coming around....
i met two little mark today... both talktive and hyper.... just like the mark i know...
LOL


there are only 4 more days left at work
i feel happier as the number of days reduces
weekends, here i come!!!

dozing off at 12:22:00 AM


2009/12/24

on the eve of chrismas eve.....
one year ago, at this time i was still working... yeap, so late

and after i am off work, i went to meet rayzor at west coast park
i scolded the taxi driver and throw the money at him... cos he didnt have change, and he was thick skin enough to scold me..... nonsence...
rayzor still have lots of hair back then.... he was drinking beer...

everything was so far away
yet, everthing was so clearly remembered by me.....


i seriously think someone punched my left eye!!!!
outch!!

dozing off at 12:35:00 AM


2009/12/22

my new badge of happiness costed me S$67 T_T
but i have a feeling that this is just the begining...

i am so in love with doing all this~~
wooohooo, i like making earrings of my own~
the most difficult part of this, is acutally making the wires straight
it's hard to make them equal length also....
i think i remake my first pair for 4 times until they are ALMOST the same length.. LOL....
so fun


tried out the white chrismas tree today
it is as awesome as the green ones, i think it will be better if i had some bright colours on top

i love my snow man!!!!

but they are a bit heavy... i am a bit scared that my stupid ear will bleed again -_-!

it is so so so cute!!! i want to wear them tmr!!!!!!

my dearest friend~ would u like a pair of snow man instead or chrismas tree? i still have the material for one more pair

it is ur choice~~~~

and another thing for my friend to choose

you want yellow or blue?


dozing off at 1:33:00 AM


2009/12/21

i spent all my night making the earrings
this is so fun!!! i love doing this!! :D

i made a few for my friends and the girls <3 href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgf7dugZtnJ9W94l96botTe4J5jZqEW4iSH9I3Ht0Ti_ZfyD5RL4D3UvYV2g82_5BKGUyZFVly3j7SP3toIHlI9qtBBslwPjYltmecIPSYVbOiACwMTDlyLQ6zJrgvgZHm0boTx66oChhg/s1600-h/IMG_9875.JPG">

which one u want which one u want?
this one was relatively easy to make... i like it <3>
this is for me~~ i love it to the max!!!!!
i cant stop looking at it!!!

and then i made something more complicated
some simple tools needed
and the thousand and one little crystals... i seriously think my table is slented... they keep dropping to the floor...
the early made ones
TADA!!!
they are all ready!
but cant really see they are all chrismas trees from the picture....
they look better in the real world
yea~~~
i feel so happy while doing all this............
maybe i should quit CBE one day and do this kind of stupid thing for living......
merry chrismas people!!!


dozing off at 1:42:00 AM


2009/12/15

父母说过的那些话

本是一个帖子的各种各样的回帖
看了之后,真的忍不住流泪
我们在长大,我们的人生不断的向前
我们被爱情,工作冲昏了头脑
往往会忽略年迈的父母
心里,真的很疼
我要写在这里,因为我要我一直记得



━∞━ 
其实很多的 一次和妈2个人站那看店 她面对我站了会 突然靠近亲了下我眉毛 我心突然就那么跳了下 然后2个人像什么都没发生一样· 我转过身掩饰 眼泪已经打转了 我从小到大 和他们拥抱都没有
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小时候爸喜欢叫我和他一起买菜 遇到卖水果什么的我就直接要 他喜欢买吃的给我 他总是把小手指给我牵着 高中住在姨家了 一次回家 他让我跟他去买菜 我走在他后面 看到他的小手指翘着 一如我小时候牵着的样子 我真的忍不住了..
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一日一家人吃饭,爸爸吃着吃着,突然说:养女儿干吗呢…… 辛辛苦苦养了那么大,就送人了…… 全家静默…… 我爸是第一次说这话,我当时心就酸了。
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一次大学期间5.1说好去男朋友那边玩 爸发信息问我回不回去 我说就几天不回去了吧 他又回了条 只有4个字 “樱桃熟了”(我家院子里有个樱桃树) 我的泪突然就像开闸的洪水..
━∞━ 
想起来有一次,我家里装修,爸妈我寄住在姨妈家里。
很多天都看不到他们,然后一天放学的时候,我忽然看看我爸站在学校的路口等我,冬天风挺大。 我爸爸看到我也不说什么,就说饿了吧?然后就从怀里掏出热乎乎的包子给我。
其实这个事情已经过去n年,但是印象特别深,刚看到ls姐妹们的发言,就想起当时的情景。

父母的爱大概就是这样无言而温暖吧。
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在外地上学,生活费都是妈妈负责,爸爸是不过问的。 一天爸爸喝醉,打电话给我,说 “你想吃什么买什么,就买,我们过的紧点没关系。 你要是过的不好,整天担心钱的,不是打你爸爸的脸么”
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初中早上7点半下早自习,去食堂吃早饭,下楼看到爸爸站在楼梯口。 因为那时候学校伙食太差了,一个星期回一次家,我妈大清早做的, 还是冬天,我爸爸拿着个罐头瓶子站下面等我,瓶子一直揣怀里在。
━∞━ 
你爸不在家,不想做饭,猫在陪我吃饼干。 我妈这条短信我一直存着。
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我在外地念书 每次开学爸妈都送到车站
一般一张火车票只能买一张站票吧(就是能进站台送到车上那种 一元钱)
如果买两张就要借别人的车票买 上次送站的时候由于时间紧 只买了一张站票 于是只有爸爸一个人送我进站
和妈妈隔着玻璃门遥遥相望 我脸上笑着 心里就哭了 因为我看见我妈妈哭了 她一直看着我……真受不了
车开的时候 爸爸的眼睛也红红的 我从来没在他们面前哭过 每次都是笑嘻嘻的
但其实是强忍着眼泪 都快憋死了 等车开到开不见爸爸了 我就哗哗哗~~~~
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大二生日的时候 正和同学在酒吧玩 收到老爸短信说 “二十年前的这个时候我和你妈刚把你从产房里抱出来 你哭得特别大声 我们看着你 觉得那是一辈子最快乐的一天。” 接着我就在酒吧里哭得一塌糊涂.
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在外国工作,有一天爸爸刚出差回来立刻上网找我,
不经意间说,真是老了,竟然也会觉得累了。
当时就觉得心里很难受。

还有一次我说爸你别这么累了,干吗啊。
爸爸说,我还得给我女儿赚钱呢。
我就发现原来一直到现在,都还是他们在玩命的给予我。
所以我发誓只要我给得起的,我都给他们。  
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国外的日子真的难熬,想到爸妈总是那么疼我,溺我,就恨不得马上毕业回家. 一开始办出国的时候,妈妈是很反对的,她说一个人孤零零地到国外,生病了都没人照顾,只是爸爸很支持我的想法,最后才出來了.
第一次出來,爸妈坚持把我送到国外,到目的地的第一个晚上,爸爸看我一脸害怕的样子,立马就说,感到孤独了就回家,不要紧的..
家里人知道我很爱粽子,月饼那些应节的食物,每年暑假回去,他们都去准备粽子,月饼.过只属于我的端午节,中秋节..
爸妈还说,你以后要嫁谁都没关系,你喜欢就好..生活再艰难,爸妈养你~
━∞━ 
今年我过生时我妈给我打电话,我接了之后那边就开始放生日歌,
放完中文放英文,放完英文放韩文, 最后我妈说,怎么样,好听吧,最爱哪个再给你听一遍。我在电话这边,泪流不止。

我爸是很古板的人,也不会表达感情什么的。
我妈上次给我讲,她给我爸买了个杯子。
他就说,怎么只买一个,给我姑娘也买一个一样的。
我妈说,你孩子不喜欢这种样子的。
我爸说,不行,一定要买,我要跟她用一样的!

依然的泪流不止。
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在外地上学收到爸爸发来的第一条短信是“臭小子 老爸想你了”
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初中我妈就去国外打工赚钱供我上学。 等我高三那年,我妈回国,他们离婚。 我没有参加高考。
我妈再婚。 我离开了老家,发誓再也不会回去。
两年前年关,听着外面的鞭炮声,我自己一个人在宿舍吃泡面,我妈突然打电话来说,我后爸的姐姐在韩国给我找了一个男朋友,家庭条件不错,假如我嫁过去,能给我买套楼房,给我妈和我后爸两个出国的名额。 我当时就在电话里咆哮,你就因为一个房子和两个出国的名额就把我卖了,愤怒的挂断了电话。
我挂断了电话,我妈也没再打过来。

一周后,我妈打电话,我语气很冷淡回应,她最后哽咽着和我说,你要是不想嫁去韩国,妈妈不会勉强你。你以为我真的是在乎那个房子和出国的名额吗。我只是想跟你一起生活几年,把你从初中没得到过的母爱都加倍的还给你。。。 。。。

我这边哭的讲不出话。。。
━∞━ 
爸爸去世三年了,那是我刚上大一,最后一次见面时十一的时候爸爸来送我,最后走的时候我把爸爸送上公交车,爸爸上车时回头说了句,走了。。。
我说,再见。。。没想到从这以后真的是“走了再见”,
父亲猝死,回去时因大出血面目全非最后一面也没能相见。。。
“走了再见”已成永别 妈妈在那以前不管我多么兴高采烈的发无数篇短信,总是一句,知道了。。。从那以后,如果她的短信我没有及时看到并回复,妈妈就会立即特别担心地给我打来电话。。。
━∞━
身体不好。爸爸买了很大个的目鱼干。
我听说这种目鱼干是用家具的油漆染色的。不想吃。
爸爸看我不肯吃,说了一句:"老二,你不吃,爸爸心里很难过啊"  
━∞━ 
不过我印象最深最让我难受的是
有一次我妈跟我说 都怪妈妈不好 没本事 你不能想要什么就有什么 要是妈妈能干点 你想要什么给你买什么 不让你去工作了 天天享福 。。
我想说 妈 这是我应该做的才对啊。。
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高二的时候 梦见我家老豆出车祸,然后梦里哭个不行。醒来的时候 庆幸是梦,然后就叫我老豆,他从梦中惊醒,应了我好几声说怎么了。我回他说没什么,他那房里又说,是不是做恶梦了,我说没有。听见老豆的声音,还活着t_t 我那眼泪又来了,这回是真的猛冒眼泪。第二天,哭得抽搐胃痛。我家老豆喜欢早上给我煮面吃,那时候我握着老豆的手说了昨晚的梦,还跟他说,爸,别死好不好。我老豆说,傻孩子。。完了他边冒泪,我边吃东西边流泪
━∞━ 
几分钟前妈妈打来电话。内容无新意。依然是从电话的那端预报第二天的天气。爸爸插话说不要去人多的地方。记得出门戴口罩。 沉默了一下。妈妈拿过电话说。 别挣扎了。回到爸爸妈妈身边当小棉袄吧。爸爸妈妈给你看病。以后想怎么跑就怎么跑。
哈哈。老人家说这种话就是让人飙泪的啊。
她还说过。如果没有找到一个能照顾好你的人妈妈死都不安心呢。
她还说过。妈妈等你活到70岁照顾妈妈呢。妈妈想活到100岁。
爸爸在我生病的时候说。如果你不能走了爸爸背着你。
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考研学习紧张,压力一大就乱花钱, 爸爸就打电话说:要是不高兴了,就不要考了回来我们养的起。
要是想要钱,就发一个钱字,一个是1000,两个是2000.。。。别不好意思。。。
我再也不乱花钱了。。。。  
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高考艺考前跟爸爸关系很僵 连爸爸都不叫 有一次随意的叫了声爸爸 自己都觉得好陌生 后来接到我爸的短信 今天女儿叫爸爸了 爸爸好高兴 
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那天深夜11点了,爸妈还没回来,我做好了饭,已经冻了. 后来接到爸的电话,"你帮妈收拾几套换洗的衣服.你妈住院了." 一秒钟不到,眼泪蹦了出来. 妈妈说她记性越来越差了,常常要用上半个小时发一条短信给我, "..,在外可好?家里一切都好,请放心."  
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出国前去山东看我爸。 刚好我的俩个日本朋友一起去青岛玩,爸爸开车带我们整个山东转到三天。
我跟他说不用操这么多心花这么多钱,我爸说那怎么行呢,就指望你到那边他们多少能照顾你点。
到济南的时候是夜里了,那会他都连续开了8个小时的车了,很累 等红绿灯的时候,天特黑,不知道为什么他忽然就说了句,人活着也挺累的。
我当时特想哭。

就在想,因为有好长一段时间错过了,他老了我都不知道。
更有一些说不出来的东西。
现在其实挺想他的。想以前。想家里人。  
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那年母亲节。 逃课晚上坐火车回去,为的是给母亲送一束鲜花 结果第二天敲开门,说: “妈,节日快乐” 老妈呆了几秒,然后哽咽着回答: “早饭给你做好了。” 接着,我就泪奔了。 
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我上大学,第一年离开家。
有一次好久没往家打电话,后来是我妈给我打过来的。
她说你爸昨天晚上做梦了,半夜把我推醒了跟我说了句 “我梦见闺女说想吃肯德基了“
我当时就眼眶就湿了 后来想起来就心酸。
无论长多大,在爸妈心里还是小孩子
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在外地上大学,离家一千多公里。
在学校呆不下去了想回家,给我妈打电话,我妈一开始还怕耽误课,后来想想说实在不行就回来吧,买好票告诉我车次我跟你爸去接你。
每次接我还都带着楼下买的早点。
每次回去我都觉得我爸好像又老了一点,我妈虽然染了头发可是还能看到白发。
有一次我爸在电话里说他体检查出有轻微脂肪肝,现在每天早上出门熬一锅绿豆粥,吃一半,晚上回来再吃另外一半。
他说吃别的没胃口。其实我妈早饭晚饭都在单位解决,想吃别的也没人给他做。
我一想到我爸晚上8点多到家一个人在家喝稀粥眼泪就哗哗的。

后来暑假回家就开始学做饭,让老爹一进家门就有好吃的吃。

还有一回在学校给我奶奶打电话,奶奶接了听见是我,就说我昨天做梦还梦见你回来了呢,怎么这么巧。
哭掉半包纸巾啊= =
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初中的时候太自我,拿了家里五百块钱就一个星期没回家。后来被抓回家,看到家里一地爸妈准备拿出去贴的寻人启示,上面是我在丽江穿着妈妈给我的衣服骑马挥手笑得灿烂的照片。我忽然真的明白家里三个人在一起是多重要的事,万一我真的跑去新疆,我爸妈要怎么办…看到寻人启事上写,寻爱女…我在客厅就崩溃了…我怎么可以这么残忍
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每次回家大晚上的时候都会帮妈妈捶背拔白头发陪她看电视吧, 然后妈妈有时候会突然叹气,说她年纪越来越大可是我的时间越来越少了, 每次听到都特别难过, 那次妈妈说让我帮她剪指甲, 帮她剪的时候她特别特别开心, 说你们做指甲是不是也是这样的,她年纪大了不带眼镜看不清楚前几天自己剪都弄了个口子。 我也不知道为什么当时看到妈妈的手心疼的转过头就掉眼泪了。 那之后每次回去都会多加一个修指甲, 看妈妈开心的像小孩子一样就心疼。
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老爸喝醉酒,说 女儿是宝贝~~~是宝贝~~
那个眼泪啊。。。。。。。
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高中时候叛逆 耳朵上10个耳洞 唇环舌环全都有 其实我只是好奇
放假时带了满脸环的回家我预想妈妈肯定骂我一顿 但骂我也就算过去了
结果妈开门一瞬间楞了下却什么都没说 照常吃饭睡觉 我越来越慌却心存侥幸以为妈很开放
过了一个星期 我开玩笑说妈我爱死你了
我妈过很久没说话我回了房间 妈说 我也爱你 可你自己不爱你自己

当时我就心碎了
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我发短信给我妈说 亲你一下
我妈说 上课的时候可以亲么?
我说 老师说听懂了就可以
我妈说 你有点香香的

我觉得我妈特甜……
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我在外地读书,我爸妈每隔3天必定都给我打一个电话。我妈说,崽啊。在外面自己要吃好穿好,爸妈就怕你一个女孩子在外面没钱花,我们省点没什么。。。
我的泪啊。唰唰的。
每次在家的时候,我爸爸都爱给我洗头发,我的头发很长,我爸就很温柔的替我洗,有爸妈的朋友来家玩,正好看见爸爸在给我洗头,那阿姨说,你爸爸真是疼你啊。
直到现在,我在家洗完澡,都是爸爸用吹风机给我吹干头发,我搬着小凳乖乖的坐在那儿,他很开心的帮我吹。
爸爸从来不让我洗碗,说,我崽崽吃饱就行了,洗碗是爸爸的事。 哭死我了。。。。。。

爸爸妈妈,我爱你们啊!
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还有就是这两天在外地上学。 有时候出去玩会给家里爷爷奶奶寄明信片。 结果回去发现每一个他们都放到了相框里,好多好多。。。 只要有人来,就带去看,说:这是我孙女寄回来的。。。
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我家在安徽 07年我来广州上大学 今年弟弟去北京上大学 我要考托业,暑假没过完就来学校 弟弟开学的时候老妈工作走不开,老爸一个人去弟弟去北京 老爸和弟弟走的那天老妈突然发短信跟我说 两只小鸟都飞走了
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小时候我很招人喜欢,爸爸的一个朋友常常和爸爸妈妈开玩笑说把女儿送给我吧
有次来我家吃饭,一直在说要带我回他家,之类之类的
然后那个叔叔临走的时候全家都去送他,
弟弟说身体不舒服,
一个人去房间躺下睡 我跟着爸爸妈妈去送那个叔叔,

弟弟突然喊我说,姐姐快来看看我啊
我进到房间,弟弟说,姐姐,你别跟他走,姐姐,我喜欢你
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小时候喜欢被妈妈抱,八九岁了妈妈还抱我上街,一个叔叔看了,厉声说,都这么大了还让人抱,看把你妈累的,赶快下来! 妈妈笑着说,再大点想抱都不行了,就让别人抱走了 当时没觉得怎么,结婚那天想起这句话,哭的补了n次妆
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青春期叛逆不懂事,闯了大祸之后,我妈破天荒的没有打我也没有骂我,只是坐在身边眼含着泪花,轻轻说了一句,是妈妈把你宠坏了。那句话比打我还疼。
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高考前突击,晚上熬夜 我以为爸妈都睡了 快一点的时候 手机突然响了 是我爸 他说:还没睡啊。 我都能听见他在隔壁屋里同样的话 我说还没呢,快了 他说:咱俩聊几分钟,我去你屋? 我流着泪说:来吧
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有次晚上上少儿英语补习 中间课间休息10分钟我就站在走廊那发呆 然后就看见他骑车很快的冒雨赶来 居然还连人带车摔了一跤(被我看见) 后面他来到我面前 我装作什么都没看见 问他 “我们只休息10分钟你还来干嘛?” 他从兜兜里拿出一袋果奶(还有点脏脏的) 说 你今天的牛奶忘记喝了~
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大学开始到现在出国,一直一个人在外面漂着. 那天语音的时候说起了出国后越发顾及家里的心情,唠叨了一堆. 爸妈一直听着,突然妈妈说了一句,女儿啊,就按自己的想法去过吧,不要顾及我们,我们不给你拖后腿. 当时瞬间眼泪流了满脸.
━∞━ 
第一次出家门···!
打电话回家,妈妈接的电话时候就哭了。
第一句说的就是:你想妈妈吗?

我哭着说:想


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不知道是不是因为冬天的寒冷
发生在冬天的事情,总是特别的打动人心

虐完了,我睡了

dozing off at 12:48:00 AM


my UOP is so dead
that's all.. i dont want to talk about it any more

and my ptech will also be dead tmr....

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i get dissappointed easily
i will only tell you things once, if you dont want to listen to me... i'm fine with it
but when u come to me crying, i will say things to comfort you, but more likely, i will be laughing at you inside my heart.

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again, i have to warn myself
i think i have forget this over the time....
nobody can be trusted other than myself
yes, nobody

i cant assume that "he/she will always......."
it's actually, "he/she might......... if............"

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不要因为也许会改变,就不肯说那句美丽的誓言,不要因为也许会分离,就不敢求一次倾心的相遇。--------席慕容



很多我们以为一辈子都不会忘记的事情,就在我们念念不忘的日子里,被我们遗忘了。
那些以前说着永不分离的人,早已经散落在天涯了。

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found this some time ago
wanted to use it for my WISP.....
racism was just the illution of the inferior ones


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have you ever wonder about future.... what will happen to you 10 years/20years down the road
sometimes, i just so so so want to know
so i wrote on many pieces of paper
"dear son/daughter/grand children/great grand children, if you have time machine, please come and find me... i'm stuck at 14 december 2009 "
then i put them everywhere, hoping that i will keep them until the "future"
i waited
but nobody came............
i could think of three possibilities
#1 i didnt get married, so i got no grand children
#2 i got married, but time machine was not invented after all
#3 i died in 2012
what will happen to me?

dozing off at 12:20:00 AM


2009/12/10

我想要台照相机
没有也就算了,可是自己忍不住要一直看一直看
越看就越觉得好,越看就越知道很难买得到
哎~ 得不到的才是最好的

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Fuji NATURA BLACK F1.9
it's also known as the "moonlight" camera
meaning it is able to take picture without flash even if the light is as dim as the moonlight
cool right?

it was produced in early 2005, and the prodcution ended in year 2006
all the cameras were mainly sold in JAPAN!!!!!
i think to get this in the market now, at least S$300...
even if like that, i still want one... please? anybody have it?



works at optimum with fuji natura 1600 film

i am so jealoused of these people
their test test with my beloved moonlight camera

indoor:

outdoor:

at night








i want this camera, very very badly
oh god >_<
i think i'm crasy

dozing off at 12:21:00 AM


just because my ' and -> buttons are not working, i went to Imm to get a new keyboard
it's great, all the keys that are supposed to be pressed by pinkie have to be pressed at least 3 times before the letter appearing on my screen
pinkie is weak
and the space bar is also retarded..
aaaaaaarrrrrrgggghhh
this sux
what can i do to my keyboard?!?!?!?!

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i watched new moon with my dearest friend on monday
but i didnt have the chance to ask her about her mean classmate
also didnt have the chance to talk to her about weixuan's joke
LOL

we talked quite a lot in the movie
bobian, the show was not attractive at all

not only for the fact that new moon is the most boring book among the 4 books
but also, i hated bothe the male & female lead
i laughed out loud while i was seeing bella sitting on the chair, and the screen shows october then november and then december....
i laughed at the part where bella was seeing images of edward
i laughed at the part where bella first see jacob turn to a wolf... she shouted "run jacob"... reminding me of the stupid trailor we watch the other time
i laughed out loud at the part where Aro was touching alice, seeing her vision about bella and edward... they were holding hands, running around in the woods, just like the way the bollywood stars run around in the bollywood shows


maybe i did enjoyed the show a bit cos taylor is gorgeous
seriously, i hated the character jacob, but taylor is a lovely boy :D i like him
his abs are awesome!
and his teeth were very very white
after seeing his teeth, i feel disgusted when looking at robert pattinson's teeth
he must be a smoker

there were a lot parts not mentioned in the movie
i thought the part where bella asked edward "will i see you in the photo" was classic... i wondered about that too! :D but it wasnt in the movie
too much of the information was shown.. unnecessary....

and "for the twilight losers" (coded from AlvinN)
http://www.mylifeistwilight.com/
i read this on my touch during lesson times to keep myself awake
XD i love being a toucher

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does ur camera has the face recognise fuction
it's fun right?
hee~~~





good night world
good night hyun joong
i have been practising hard on hyun joong's song
i still have problems of pressing
but it's okay
i will keep practising
rock on!!!
<3

dozing off at 12:01:00 AM


2009/12/09

my right SHIFT button is spoilt... some other buttons are also dead...
>_<

and i wonder whose blog is this
www.kai-struck.blogspot.com
obviously, this person linked me and dont let me see his/her blog
this is not fair!!!


hellloooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;DDDDDDDD <--- stupid typed this while i was not around
>:D

dozing off at 3:23:00 PM


2009/12/07

it was a fun day today

i had all the fun ppl to work with me

i wish things could always go on like this.... for my final 2 weeks at the flyer


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i was crying on my way home last sunday

nvm about what i cried for

but there was a guy sat beside me....

and he had 3,4 friends standing at a distance away

he was using his hand to make that action, trying to tell his friends that i was crying

i wanst that blind okay? his actions were obvious

so i suddenly turned to look at him

i think because of the pai seh-ness, he pretended that he was rubbing his eye (real hard)

his friends laughed at him... making me feel like laughing at him also


hehe, it's nice to meet all the funny people



dont ask me how does he look like/is he cute

i cant remember how does he look like

i think i wont be able to recognise him even if i meet him again

all i remembered was, he was wearing a very bright orange shirt


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i will be forced to watch new moon tmr
not really interested in the movie/the books
the more i read, i feel like i hate jacob, i hate bella
and seriously, they cant act for sure

but still, i would like to see taylor's 8 pacs... Aaron said it was 8!!!!

OMG O_O


dozing off at 1:07:00 AM


2009/12/04

i was making funny faces while eating dinner with friends
i really love my FYP group.... this is the most awesome project group that i ever joined/heard of..
we are so cool
so fantastic
so amazing

yes we are :D


i had became an ipod toucher since last saturday
the little thing is attracting a lot of my attentions
it's so great :D


while on my way home...... there was a guy who smiled at me on the LRT....
all i felt was.... creepy... >_< and then he alighted at the same stop as me.... guess what's more creepy? i saw him pee-ed outside the LRT station.... scared the shit out of me....

i think he was drunk....




good night world
good night hyun joong <3



dozing off at 12:54:00 AM


2009/12/03

my little white guitar is so badly off tuned....
no matter what i play, i cant really tell what's the song like
but i was amazed that some ppl actually played hyun joong's song with Guzheng...
maybe i should try it out one day....


my fingers are itching... i want to play some songs, or draw something.....


i love the song by hyun joong
because i'm stupid <3 <3 <3

dozing off at 1:56:00 AM


2009/12/02

终于拿到了 내 머리가 나빠서 的acoustic version
喜欢小贤认真的唱,轻轻的哼鼻音
喜欢小贤轻轻的敲打吉他的声音
真的很棒

我会学来弹,最好也可以一并唱出来


hyun joong and his guitar.....
his wish was "share the best musis with all the people"
yes, whatever he's sharing with me, IS THE BEST

LOVE HIM LOVE HIM LOVE HIM







for you, i will learn the guitar
for you, i will try my best
for you, i keep breathing........
喜欢小贤说,“好冷,手都冻住了,不能弹吉他”
喜欢他认真的样子
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내 머리는 너무나 나빠서 因為我的頭腦太差
너 하나밖에는 모르고 心裡只有你
다른 사람을 보고있는 넌看著別人的你
이런 내마음도 모르겠지大概不會懂我的這種心情吧
(형준)
너의 하루에 나란 없겠지 你的一天中大概不會有我
또 추억조차 없겠지만 連回憶也不會有
너만 바라만 보고있는 난 只是看著你的我
자꾸 눈물이 흐르고있어 總是默默流著淚
(규종)
너의 뒷모습을 보는것도 난 행복이야看者你的背影 我也幸福
아직 나의 마음을 몰라도就算你不懂我的心 直到最後
끝내 스치듯이 가도
(영생)니가 너무 보고싶은 날엔非常想你的日子裡
너무 견디기 힘든 날에는實在無法忍受的日子
너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아我愛你這句話一直徘徊在嘴邊
혼자 다시 또 crying for you 我又獨自一人혼
자 다시 또 missing for youBaby I love you Im waiting for you
(규종)
너의 하루에는 없겠지你的一天中大概不會有我
또 기억조차 없겠지만連回憶也不會有
너만 바라만 보고있는 난只是看著你的我
혼자 추억을 만들고 있어只能自己編織回憶
(영생)
내겐 사랑이란 아름다운 상처같아對我來說愛情是到美麗的傷
口너의 예쁜 미소를 보아도就算看到你漂亮的笑容
함께 난 웃지도 못해我也無法和你一起笑
(형준)
니가 너무 생각나는 날엔很想你的日子裡
가슴 시리고 슬픈 날에는胸口感到酸痛
니가 보고싶다 입가에 맴돌아傷心的日子裡
혼자 다시 또 crying for you
혼자 다시 또 missing for youBaby I love you Im waiting for you
(영생)
Bye bye never say good bye
이렇게 잡지 못하지만I need you
아무 말도 못해I want you
바래도 다시 바래도
(규종)
니가 너무 보고싶은 날엔너무 견디기 힘든 날에는
(형준)
너를 사랑한다 입가에 맴돌아혼자 다시 또 crying for you
(영생)
니가 너무 생각나는 날엔
가슴 시리고 슬픈날에는
니가 보고싶다 입가에 맴돌아
혼자 다시 또 crying for you
혼자 다시 또 missing for youBaby
I love you Im waiting for you
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我想我的脑袋是真的要坏掉了
tabs tabs, i need tabs!!!

dozing off at 1:28:00 AM


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♥ Loves Jiang Dalee and Kim Hyun Joong


Wish List

♥ learn korean

♥ taekwondo black belt

♥ taekwondo referee

♥ new DSLR

♥ learn all the dance of SS501

♥ kill all the emo monsters



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[o(n_n)o] Pinkie
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♣-♣-Everybody-♣-♣
[o(n_n)o] Class 04 Forum
[o(n_n)o] Desmond
[o(n_n)o] Hui Hui
[o(n_n)o]Hui ping
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[o(n_n)o] Nazri
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[o(n_n)o] Pei Xin
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