江小鱼的口头禅，最爱最爱说的那么几句话
老套对白排行榜
第一名：哪有
想否认又不知道有什么理由的时候，就是“哪有，哪有，我哪有啊？”
第二名：是哦
虽然个人最讨厌别人跟我说“is it” 可是我却常常说它的话语版“是哦”
第三名：不要动我/ dont touch me
就是，不要弄我啦~
好像看电影哦。。。
evan almighty
the invasion
1408.......
要看要看要看！！！
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全世界都在忙着做他们自己的事情
而我，是世界上最闲，最无聊的人。。。
她病了。。
我应该在她身边，照顾她
礼拜四，是我第一次在手术之后看到她
推开门的那一刻，看到她一个人静静的躺在床上
整个人瘦得只剩下那么小小的一条。。。 硕大的病床，她连一半都没有用到。。。 那么瀛弱，那么苍白无力
还未见到人，眼眶就有些湿了
她穿着过大的病号服，眼睛里面没有丝毫的灵气。。。 整个人没有了昔日的精神。。。
每一个动作，都要小心翼翼，生怕牵动了伤口。。 会疼呢~~
心疼她
她的痛苦，她的脆弱，她的孤单无助。。 我都知道。。
所以，就算全世界都在忙
我也要停下脚步。。。 陪着她。。。 每天去探望她。。 哪怕只是看看而已。。
她，会需要我吧？ 自己一厢情愿的这样觉得。。。。
好像个导游一样，每天带不同的人去看她
怕她闷，又怕她累
矛盾，但也是快乐的。。。
好~~~~~ 早日康复吧
我可不想一直都要天天跑医院哦。。。。
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all along the way.... i didnt have much problems wid all these kicking stuff...
however, becauz of the lousy sense of direction...
i always get lost when doing pattern... not sure abt whether i shld turn left or do the punch first before turning....
yesterday... really gana killed by the side kick...
no matter how i try... i still look the same kind of UGLY in the mirror...
hm... i still can bear wid it if my kicks are not high enough....
but.. i really really canot allow my kicks to be UGLY...
shit... i look damn ugly yesterday.... lousy kicks.. lousy posture..
i was being suxy.....
maybe... it's really the time for me to improve my flexibility...
getting double promotion always seems to be impossible...
at least try bah....
stupid side kick make me feel stupid.....
sian sian sian....
ha... my post is sooooooo englishy~~~
o(n_n)o
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2007/08/29
对于擦指甲油来说，看电视剧，还是太危险了。。。。
右手无名指的，来来回回擦了 4 次才算是正式成功
没办法。。。
谁叫我那么活泼好动
好像很久都没有 update blog 了。。。
无奈。。
放假比上学还累，忙得连我睡觉的时间都不多
懒得写了
只是。。。。。 证明我还在。。。
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2007/08/20
i am not getting enough sleep !!!!!
i am dying......
i wana sleep !!!!!!!
haiyu is the kind of ppl who needs to sleep 12 hrs EVERYDAY
if i dun get enough sleep today ... i will sleep the next day... and i buey song easily when i am sleepy....
and during weekends ... i will usually sleep until very late
cauz i really got no time to sleep on week days...
dat's why i hate ppl to sms me... or call me in the "morning" of my weekends....
k... everything going to be finish le...
1 more day only.....
den i can do watever i wish to do in my holiday.....
propaganda again :
i love bio mol
i love IPC
hope it works
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2007/08/17
很久以前跟别人开玩笑
他问我，如果成绩不好怎么办？
我当时还开玩笑说，“考不好就去死。。。 到时候你买菊花给我”
呵呵。。 现在7月，不该随便乱说这种话的。。。
只是随便想起来，忍不住会怀念以前没心没肺，说话没有顾忌的我
i really thought abt giving up all these subjests recently...
but.. seems like i am not the only one suffering..
and most importantly, there are still hopes for me... 莫非，真的是紧要关头不放弃，绝望就会变成希望？？？？
haiyu survived wid your encouragement...
i really love MY jiang dalee and ah lim.... thanx thanx.... thanx.......
i will work harder....
o(n_n)o
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2007/08/16
called father quite late in the night.....
aft i told him dat " i am going to fail my IPC.... "
den... i really canot control myself... i just burst into tears....
this is the second time in the five yrs dat i am in singapore... i called back home and cry...
the 1st time was the time when i am asked to move out of BL's house...
i dun even dare to cry in front of my "best friend"
so i called my father under my blk.... i tried my very best to be calm....
still... aft my father said.... "nvm.. mum will go singapore to help you do the moving"
den i cried.... loudly.... under the blk....
all the ppl passing by was looking at me... as if they nv see ppl cry b4...
dat time... was really under too much pressure le..
O levels in 2 month time...
10 tones of rubbish to be moved....
no rooms for renting....
bt my best fren was like going to kick me out of the house the next day...........
lucky... everything is over now....
god bless... no more moving in the next five yrs....
还好房东不在
我一个人坐在房间里面给爸爸打电话
爸爸，跟平常一样，没有半点的责怪和批评。。。
只是告诉我说。。。 不要紧，尽力吧。。。 毕竟如果你真的可以考到70%还是可以及格的
当时几乎就是用喊的了“之前的考试那么容易，我却连一半的分数都拿不到。。现在时间这么赶，又这么多东西要读。。 怎么可能及格？”
“不及格也不要紧的嘛”
“可是要重新读啊！！！！”
“不要紧，那就重新读吧”
我不知道爸爸是故意把“重读”说的那么轻
还是他真的不在意。。。。
也许，只是不想让我压力太大吧。。。
这就是爸爸。。。 这么糟糕的一个女儿，他还是小心翼翼的保护着。。。
so... i dun wana be disturb by anybody in the following days....
i MUST study...
读的不好，就是不好了。。。
一切都是我的错。。。 是我自己没努力。。 是我自己不用功。。
不能怪别人
it's my own fault...
i will take the consequences by MYSELF....
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2007/08/15
when alvinn told me dat i failed again... the word "shit" just came out of my mouth...
i tink i am out of control....
shit shit shit shit....
i thought some miracle will happen on me... at least for once....
but as usually..... nothing happened....
failed.. means i must get AT LEAST 70% in order to pass my IPC....
like no hope le bah....
sian sian sian...
super emo day...
actually.... haiyu is super bad tempered...
super impatient....
easily buey song....
easily emo...
and you know wat.... i hate people asking me "is it"
really hate it hate it hate it...
especially when i am in bad mood.....
the "is it" "is it" "is it" just irritates me....... buey ta han le la!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hate it !!
please la.... dun say sorry sorry i dun noe...
i know you dun know...
dat's why i am telling you here ... ... ... ....
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2007/08/14
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2007/08/12
只因为是告诉你。。。 没有秘密是不能说的秘密
所有的秘密，我都愿意与你分享。。。 但仅仅是你。。。仅仅是你。。。。
在那个老旧的琴房，我风尘仆仆的从20年前赶来。。。 为的，只是与你相遇。。
从你看到我的那一刻开始，就注定，你是我的全部。。 因为，只有你，才能看到我。。。
你问我。。。 
你说，要带我去一个好地方。。。如果我不去，你就要带晴依去了。
“冰淇淋干杯！！”
“我说有就有嘛”
能跟自己喜欢的人四手联弹，是一件无比幸福的事情。。。。
意外的
我找到了一个跟我喜欢同一首歌的男生
那首歌叫做
《情人的眼泪》
嗯。。 叶湘伦，这辈子，就是你了。。。
从琴房，到教室，我一共要走一百零八步闭着眼睛一路走过去
那些苹果，看起来傻傻的。。。 好可爱。。。就像你~~
“我不在的时候，你有没有喜欢别的女生啊？”
“十五个”
我看到了。。 你跟晴依
什么都看到了。。。。
叶湘伦。。。
以后，我再也不来了。。。
小雨，你在哪里？
儿子不要伤心。。。 我只有你一个儿子。。。不要想太多。。。 做一个简简单单的人。。。
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2007/08/09
落月下舀一杓天崖，风刮泪无瑕。
思念在 雨间 潇洒
残雪中斟一杯牵挂，曲罢愁无涯。
爱恨在 心底 交杂
怎奈烛火也燃不起赢弱的记忆
爱分隔天地要怎么爱你
想种一朵无瑕 窗外篱笆 雨要怎么下
离别时的晚霞 风还在刮 谁为谁牵挂
想画一抹无瑕 墨怎么洒 笔该怎么下
我送你的年华还留着吗？记载我俩的无瑕
连续听12次，会有宝藏出现哦。。。。
妈妈说，爱一个人，就是想起他的时候，心里面有个角落，隐隐约约的疼
我始终，最疼的都是自己
我注定是自私的。。。。 我永远都最爱我自己。。。
maybe i shld go n change course also... like not interested in CBE.... actually right from the starting... CBE is not my favourite anyway....
study IPC really make mi feel sick ....
i hated chemstry... ever since secondary school....
i wan to be plastic surgeon leh... bt ppl always canot get wat dey wan, isn't it?
k... right now... just try the bestest of my best for the IPC tmr....
aza aza fighting ~~
o(n_n)o
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2007/08/07
ha.... 1st time show ppl my gal... yoyo~~~
dat day's diary was abt TKD training...
sori dat the pic became very blur aft i scan it into my com....
hm... i love my YoyO.jpg)
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yesterday... already having sore throat....
really was having a hard time.... even breathing was difficult 4 mi...
身体的不舒服，演变成了我暴躁的脾气。。。
ha~~ damn bad tempered yesterday...
did not slp well also.. it's like... i can fell the swollen throat...
其实，从喉咙发炎的那一刻开始，我就知道，要尽快好起来。。。 不然的话，肯定会发烧。。
可谁知道为什么，吃了药，我还是一样的辛苦。。。
这种时候，身体脆弱，心里面也没什么依靠。。 所以就特别的想家。。 就是怀念有人陪我的日子。。。
思念也就罢了，最折磨人的地方，是无论多么的想念，都不能表达。。。 不能告诉妈妈我生病了，不能告诉爸爸我也想念他。。。 为的，只是让他们不要担心
毕竟。。 他们大老远的，不知道我生病也就算了。。 如果知道了，又帮不上什么忙，又要担心我。。 不要让他们心里难受了。。。
都这么大一个人了，一切。。。 都自己承担就好~~
也不知道今年是怎么了。。。
以前，一年也不会生病一次的我。。。 今年才过了一半，就病了2，3次。。
说实在的，不会怀念什么在家里生病，爸爸妈妈照顾我的情景。。 好像，以前在家里的时候，都不会生病的说。。
越是长大了，反倒越是弱不禁风了。。。
不要用那种期待的眼神看着我
因为。。。。。
我注定会让你失望。。
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2007/08/06
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2007/08/01
左眼微笑 对着我遇到的每一个人。。。 微笑
右眼流泪 对着镜子，脆弱的一面只能让自己看到。。。
眼泪，不属于没心没肺，疯疯癫癫的江小鱼
只有独自躲在阴影中舔舐伤口的江小鱼才配流眼泪。。。。。。
k... enough emo.....
the fun part of tuesday lecture is when alvinn take out his arrows n we start to poke poke evan...
dis activity brings a lot of fun to the boring lecture....
^^ we were damn happy to c evan gana backstabbed...
( i noe i am bad.... ...... u like it, isn't it? )
ha ha... we always do things like.. put the arrow on the chair, n wait 4 evan to lie on the chair...
however, to our surprise..... chee yong pushed evan towards the arrow.... when we 1st time c dat.... we all stunned dere with our mouth open....
dat was not over, k? lanker also grab evan n pushed him towards the arrow....
of course, we get entertained to c evan jump up n shout ....
-_-! i do feel sorry de, k?
it's alvinn that tought mi all these bad things... he tought mi how to bully ppl lor.... orz (orz, looks like a person kneeling on the flr.... ha ha, cute hor? just like mi mah~)
aft all these... we all feel dat math is fun lor ~~~~
dat's y i love math lectures, n i hate math tutorial......
aft school..... act got bio peer tutoring de..... xiao li wait in the library fr 12 all the way until 4 pm.... ( cauz she was the peer tutor)
in the end... i am the onli 1 turned up.....
ha ha.... so the tutoring session was cancled.....
xiaoli very funny la~~ nazri, who was supposed to come 4 the tutoring session, went passby, n xiaoli waved at him n said "bye bye"
ha ha.... she dun even noe who is supposed to come lor....
in the end, wasted 4 hrs waithing down dere....
went we walking to the bus stop.... we suddenly feel dat we shld go n do our IPC project 2day.... we were scared dat canot finish by tmr... (friday need to present le )
so... we called huimin... n asked her, if she wana do the project...
she at 1st said dun wan de lor...
bt later she decided to come back.... ha ha... dat means 2day she climb the over head bridge for 3 times.... sian ~~~~
we were doing our project at canteen 5.....
the fan n light will auto switch off aft some time... cauz the senser canot sense us any more.... -_-!
so i have to stand up, or wave my arms... just to activate the thing again.... seems quite funny... cauz got ppl sitting opposit mi mah... like i waving at them like dat... pah seh leh... -_-!!
we had fun doing the project lor.... i enjoyed myself in finding all those cute cute pics.... our PPT confirm will b the cuteset de lor~~~~
b4 we went home.... xiaoli n huimin all wanted to go toilet....
den xiao li asked mi, wheather i wanted to go...
i said "i dun wana go"
"bt.....
不要把我一个人丢在这里"
i noe if i dun say dat... she will say "k, den u look aft our things, we all go toilet..."
please la.... just dump mi dere at the wooo luuu woooo luuu de canteen 5.... dat time was already 8 plus leh....
i have shut down my lappy.... dat means if i stay dere, i hav to be sitting dere 4 abt 3mins...
wat if the light suddenly went off again ? ? i scare la..... (>_<)
so.... i dun dare to stary dere myself de...
in the end.... 我死死就是要去 toilet.... 没办法，只好让huimin自己先去。。。 然后xiaoli才陪我一起去。。。。
(^_^) 这样也爽。。。 算是赢了吧~~~ 噢耶~~~~~
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