2008/11/30

Must say that whenever i am on Deck time really flies with me...

Today was at echo 2

this is a place that make me feel like i am a zoo keeper...

>_< stop the incoming ppl and stop all those taking picture...

push the stone-ing ppl down


it seemed to be nothing on Deck, but actually it can be quite dangerous..

if there's not much ppl there, i tried to help people take picture as well..

i understand that they dun come to flyer everyday, maybe it's a once in their life thing.. so why not help them keep some nice memories?

but there are really dumb ppl who lean onto the railing, or half of their body is out just to take picture of the coming capsule.... they'd nv thought of themselves being knocked by the moving capsule and fall....


most of the time, people are nice :) when i told them that they cant stop to take pictures, they will just move...
but today i met one man that is soooooo soooo soooo XXXked up..

me "excuese me sir, no picture taking here, please move forward"

stupid "ok"

5secs later... they were still taking picture.. more and more ppl are blocked by them... as you knw, ppl wont just cut and walk pass when there is someone taking picture

so i went up and said "sorry sir, for safety reasons you are not allowed to take picture here"

stupid " here also got no signboard to tell me so"

me "that's why i am here to remind you"

he got nothing to say, so kept quiet, after i walked away, he started saying
"dont treat me like those china ppl, i am not like them"

i was like ?????????????

how does this link to china ppl?

if were to say, they are so much better in this... because this is not their country, so they wont act big at flyer, when you tell the china ppl to do something, they will follow the instructions..

in the service line, i knw i cant just go argue with him... no choice, i have to let him through.. but when i heard his little boy said " daddy why canot eat Mac later?" i just wana laugh... soon, his boy will talk to him as rude as the way he talked to me

anyway, something learnt from the girls today... if the guest is so stubborn that they must take picture there, u just walk into their picture and guid the way... they will move..

this thing works man!!!!

:D

佛经讲究因果报应，一切本来就如此

and then, something about private Capsule

first, i must say that i am very very sorry to a nice couple... the guy told me that it's his girlfriend's birthday, can they get a private capsule...

actually there wasnt much people there, so i said ok...

unfortunately, i was at echo 2, so i told echo 3 to give them a private capsule... but their reply was "NO"
and they pushed in some other guest into the capsule...

>.< really sorry.....


Here is something about private capsule..

if you really want it so badly, then go ahead and book one in advance, it's just a few $K ONLY
if you cant afford it, then let fate decide everything

met some couples today at night, when we were about to leave... they came...

insisting that they MUST get a private capsule... there's no such thing as MUST unless you paid for it...
we tried to push them in... they just stand there and waited...

trying to let all the ppl in front/ behind them entre the capsule....

yes, as they wished, they got a private capsule.. i saw the guy doing the victory sign in the capsule... i really dont like ppl with this kind of attitude... =/

but then some how, the exit door cant be closed... the whole wheel stopped... more guests came in... so we managed to push another couple into the same capsule...

yes, i saw the guy stared at me.. so what? that's all he could do~~~ he cant complain anything... he wont see me after the door is closed... HA HA HA HA

the moment the door is closed... all the ppl on deck laughed ... ha ha... GOD dont want ppl with bad attitude to get private capsule :D

IT'S ALL FATE!!

yes, they can always push the ppl in front of them to entre the capsule first, and then they themselves wait for the next one...

yes, not everybody have the courage to say "one private capsule is $3000, paying by cash or credit card?"

but, we can always always put ppl in after they have enter the capsule

they cant come out already

and they cant push other ppl out...


Byeee.... Enjoy your Flight...

i always feel that my smile is cunning when i am saying this to some of the people....


a lot fun things happened today....

hor hor hor~~~ fun day~~~




veeeeleee sad.. a lot ppl knw about my chocolate

or rather a lot of girls noticed chocolate

:(

i thought... i thought......

evil idea burst like a bubble...

>.<

dozing off at 1:35:00 AM

2008/11/27

i hate "forever"

but i want it badly





we all know it well


there's no "forever"



i hate it!

dozing off at 2:42:00 AM

just because we share the same character, i understand you a lot, u cant expect all the rest to be the same as me.

maybe i have set a standard for the others how they should treat you, but not everybody can get how you feel like the way i can.

it's not fair that u ask them to do things in my way when they are not me


basicly, that's what he told me on friday night



thanks for helping me realise this



i am stuck in deep deep shit
and yet i am struggling in the shit, without knowing how disgusting it is


i thought i've changed for the better over these years
end up, i realise i am still the same old me

selfish bastard who always thinks that i am correct
saying all the mean things to the others and cant take what they comment on me

i feel way too good about myself

i'm still the haiyu, childish and selfish...


when i was on my way home from starbucks, i realised that i've lost my ez-link

for a moment, the kind of heart pain feeling came in...

and when i went back to the starbucks, the guy saw me and called my name...

so i knw for sure, they found my ez-link... it always make u feel happy when u found back something that you thought you've lost it

was thinking that maybe should treasure everything/every friend that i have


but, i dont knw how to




i used to say that all i have are just classmates, colleagues, CCA-mates and so on......

it meant a lot when you call someone your "friend"

i only have 2.5 friends in Singapore

why 0.5? cos there's one friend that most of the time fun and caring... but sometimes he'll just piss me off

so like that, he's just half a friend


i am scared that, i might only left with 2 friends in the future

even the half of him is hard to keep

i dont knw how to handle this any more


this is hard


it used to be the time which i've got no friends...
living up the moutain alone


maybe it's not really a happy life, but it's always an easier way out


take a look at my world

almost every sentence is about "me" and "I"

this is my world, only contains "I"

that's the only person that ever really occupied a space in my heart

there's no input, no output... no generation, but a lot of consumption



full of jiao wei-ness



it's hard to die

but it's even harder to live

dozing off at 1:58:00 AM

2008/11/24

i am like a little puppy.. making my own mark everywhere

sticking little crystals onto all my things to make up the letter "J"

i just love "J"

when the 200232 haiyus all over the world gathers...



can you identify me?



how do you knw am i the pink one with white stripe...



or the white one with pink stripe?

nvm.. it's ok.....

at least, fimy girlfriend always sees me :)

i am meeting her later..

ah girl.. thx for being with me...

>_>^^<_<

first time in the one month time, i enjoyed flying..
maybe it's because i am flying with the fun ppl today??

i knw i am slow at this
but the more ppl i get to knw, the fun-er this place is...




老娘还在披荆斩棘的路上，仍有雪山未过，巨龙未杀。。麻烦转告王子，请他继续死睡吧

dozing off at 12:20:00 AM

2008/11/21

dozing off at 12:53:00 AM

2008/11/20

love is not a sprint



it's a marathon



it only ends when she falls into ur arms



or hits u with the pepper spray



=/

dozing off at 9:37:00 PM

2008/11/14

a few photos have stuck inside my camera..

i've been really lazy to sort them out...

save or upload to blog... all seems to be so ma fan


i shall start from Monday~

went to sungei boloh with the green vision class

why did i end up green vision? >_< because i was slow... cant make it for Jap..

how sad.... so i ended up in a class where all the ppl went there because their enrollment cocked up

=/


see what i caught with my camera!!!!



let me take a picture with the cutiee

=) yipeee... it was just a poster...



see what i found at the side of a sign board...

how can ppl write such things at public places?

who wrote this aaarrr?


must be some other uncles so bad...

ppl went to write bad words about him

must be



it was raining... we didnt get to walk walk

but it's ok.. i had walk walked last sem.. =.=

stuck at the library


raining...

i like the windows when it's raining..

looks nice huh?

i love to act emo :)

bite the butt of emo monster~~

roawwwww





++++++++++++++++

a little present for my beloved girlfriend :)

i made that LEE myself..

so cool right? wanted to make leelified.. but there wasnt enough space =_=




and...

went to eat sushi teh with my girlfriend on tuesday...

the food was great~~~

i love sushissssss

love love love~~

dozing off at 12:35:00 AM

2008/11/12

i've caused so many troubles

i've created so many problems



i am the fussy one who dont like a lot ppl


why not just bring me to a far place

and throw me there with lots of maggie and jay chou music

i wont be able to find my way back



only if i am not here



uncle can go find his uncle friends

uncle can find his defination

you all can say jay should die whenever you feel like to



i think i really caused too much trouble

it's time to calm down and think



i miss nobody

dozing off at 10:50:00 PM

just like what i typed in the title...

you will always be there... right in the middle of my heart..

if there's one way to get you out of there... i think they might need to cut my heart open...

i wont die without you.. but the whole heart will be so empty

the space that you occupied.. will always be reserved for you

only you



that's what the name Jay Chou meant to me

over the years since i first "met" him...

i've changed.. but there are always something that remains

2 things that will make me mad whenever being joked

first... my family members

second... Jay Chou



that was the time where i've got no friends stuck at such a stupid foreign country

it was still the time for CD players...

i would run for Jay's album on the first day of release...

the CD will stay inside the player for one whole year... until the next piece comes out


when i was most helpless and lonly

he's songs accompanied me to walk through the hardest and the happiest parts of my life

to me... jay or rather his songs are just like a family member to me...

or even part of me...

whenever i listen to his older songs, that period of time will came back to my mind

he's part of my life story


i am not telling anybody that Jay's songs are very good

or very important....

just that ... i am saying about MY feelings for his songs...

not any of your appreciation for him is required

curse him all you want behind my back... this is the least that i can require..

because... whenever i hear all these rubbish... it hurts me


learn to respect others before you want anybody to respect you...

wait till u become the father of someone...

your little son sings the first song that he learns at school to you

even if it's totally out of tune... you will sit there pretend to listen and praise him

cos, you dont want to hurt his feelings

only if you ever thinked about the fact that other ppl does have feelings as well




you've got no right to comment on anything until you really knw about it

saying chinese sux just because you dun understand?

oh... then can i just say that you are fucked up?



about jay....

i think i've been quite open for discussions

if you really can talk about his music or his lyrics... talking about reasons why he shldnt be so popular

i am fine with that...

i did agreed with ppl that Jay's fast bit songs are not good




but if really all you could say is "eeek... jay, he sux"

my reply to you could only be "fuck off"





i knw i cant change your idea about Jay

just like you cant change the fact that i love him ....

i am not asking you for a change

just dont talk about him... just like i'd never mention to you about jay in the first place


thx for not talking about JAY CHOU with my presence

i really appreciate that a lot


here's something in chinese if you can read....

道不同不相为谋

物以类聚，人以群分

chinese is just fantastic...




thx for reading :)

dozing off at 9:00:00 PM

2008/11/10

dozing off at 2:27:00 PM

it feels like as if i am back to Germany... yes.. as if...

the same ppl, the same food the same drink.. and the same kind of environment..

only if singapore were to be colder...

we went to a german restaurant some where in city hall... to use up the left over money from our Germany trip...

everybody misses germany a lot.. !!!!!!

esp me :)

had the kind of German beer that i craved for so long


and we had some german pizzas to be shared

it's actually the first time eating german pizza

they were great!!!! and so perfect for me... cos there wasnt much of the bread part :)



and my German sausages...



must say that the food there was not bad!
though not really German... cos some of the things were still missing... =(

i want my apple wine and they dun have it..

i want eat the puddinggggg!!! ar... =(


went to see a rugby game between Np and united world collage later on

it reminds me of the times in Tanglin.. that we played rugby during recess times...

and even missed our maths lesson because of that...

all the past

all the memories...




haiyu was bored..

so.. here she goes again..

TAKE PICTURE OF ME WHEN I JUMP!!! XD


i didnt jump that high ..
cos.. i was wearing heels

dozing off at 12:11:00 AM

2008/11/07

i am so sick of being sick

out of no reason... just suddenly felt the tightnees in my throat..

it hurts whenever i swollow anything...

cough cough cough... things were bad when at night...


same thing happens again and again

throut infection ---> swollen throat ----> cough cough ----> fever ---> vomitt


the kind of feeling is sick.. even just thinking about it

all the things that were supposed to go down went the other way up...

damn it


i start to fall sick more and more often


i think nobody feels good when he/she is sick

so... is it okay for me to be a bit bad tempered?


this is supposed to be the time that i miss mama the most...
yet i cant tell her that i am sick
cos even if i tell.. she cant help bt to worry about me



i dun knw why is it so funny if one person vomitts

i have taken all the pain and disgust by myself.. i nv needed u to help me in any way

no need to worry, i wont bother anybody



i told u all these, not because i am begging for anybody's help or pity


u may just leave me alone

i'd rather be alone for now...



i am sick

i am tired

i got test tmr

i need to study

and yet, u are talking bullshit to me

tell me how not to get pissed





i miss my girlfriend

i miss mama

dozing off at 12:51:00 AM

2008/11/02

haaaaallo000weeeen~~~~

wooohoooo~

actually i read from newspaper that flyer was holding some halloween party or celebration...

so... was super excited to work on last friday..

plus friday was a super lucky day... i got alvinN and kee swee send me to work.. and lao uncle to pick me up after work

what a great day~~

had lots of fun playing around... there was quite a number of guests on that day...

and the flyer really looked great

BTW... the halloween special events will continue until the 9th of NOV...

every night is just fun and fun and fun!!!!


me + jeffery

BTW... he looks like weijun a lot lor!!!
(not the tanglin weijun... the CBE weijun)



KC...
me...
Irfan..

did i got the names correct?

dozing off at 9:41:00 PM

haiyu's golden classic take picture of me when i jump

so... i jumped at everywhere possible :)

when mr stoll took the photos from us... he was surprised to see me jumping around...

and he said "i really need to keep some of the photos.. especially ur jumping ones"

LOL


all the things started with this.......

the first jumping photo i ever had in germany



when it starts...

it cant be stoped

dozing off at 12:57:00 AM