2007/07/31
the moment dat i told him... "the feeling is not right" i cried....
i just feel bad.... i am so bad to him....he.... did a lot of things 4 mi...has always been dere.... entertaining mi.. encouraging mi.... and listening to mi...
i told him .... everything....
i said... the kind of feeling dat he gave mi is dat... he is my fren.. gd fren...
very close, can say....
bt... it's not the kind of feeling dat my boifren shld give mi....
I TOLD HIM DIS..... DID I HURT HIM ??
i told him dat i scare later we 2gether den we got nothing to talk.....
he tried to change .... 4 mi...
n i still rejected him...
sorri... sorri.... sorri...... i felt so sorri....
bt i tried.... i really cant love him.....
n u noe wat's his ans to mi ??he said.... NEVERMIND..... I WILL STILL BE WAITHING FOR YOU... UNTIL U GOT UR FEELINGS RIGHT.....
haiyu is not worth waithing 4..... dere are other gals 4 u...
不是你配不上我,只是我不配拥有你的爱。。。。。
haiyu is bad..... she is like the 坏女人 in the drama series....
把喜欢自己的男生丢下不管。。。 不管他有多么难受,不管他付出了多少。。。 她都不要他。。。
我残忍又卑鄙。。。
我是坏女人
离我远一点。。。 免得你受到伤害。。。。 离我远一点,因为我也不想伤害任何人。。。。。
又一次。。。 我痛恨我自己。。。。
i hate jiang haiyu !!!!!!!!!!!!
dun ask mi abt dis ..... i wont say anything de.... pretend u nv c anything, k?
我,写在这里。。只是,实在不能把所有的东西都存在心里。。 心里面涨涨的。。 不是痛,只是不爽快。。。。。
sorri.... sorii.....
sori sorry.....
dozing off at 1:51:00 AM