2007/11/28

actually dis was happened on monday... bt didnt have the time to post... >_<

we were doing our crystal project on monday...

i forget wat i did, den a guy come n said "cant do like dat"

i said "nvm wat"

dat's just something wich i alwayz say... dun really mean anything... just i feel dat, even if u shout or rush... also wont help... just do things slowly.... ^^

慢慢来，心平气和~ 何必对我大吼大叫的。。。

bt the guy said, " it's all becauz ppl like you, who everything also say nvm den we cant get gd results"

WOw.... wat a good reply man... i stunned there..... almost wanted to throw the beaker at him.... ok... fine.... i take it as a joke.... even i dun really like his JOKE...

算了吧，还是那一句 nvm... 只是这一次是对我自己说的，何必那么叫真？ 他们不过是孩子~ 不必计较那么多。。。。
但是心里面还是有点不舒服。。 i tried to do everything well, i did all the things dat i can do... i tried to help whenever i could, n yet, i get dis kind of comment " all becauz of ppl like me"

ok... fine... fine.....

we just carried on wid the practical...

the same guy... he was talking to Mr yap abt the 1st practical, which he missed.... he claimed dat he was "sick" on dat day... bt unable to produce a MC.... unfortunatly, Mr yap n the TSO do not have the time for a make up session wif him... which means dat he's gona to lose 4% in his total marks...

while they were talking... there were some us just beside them, so we said some craps along the way...

n i said " 4% only, lost also doesnt matter"

den he said "4% is a lot leh.... dun make me later become like u, have to repeat this whole module again"

WTF

maybe i shld spell that out to make myself feel better....

WHAT THE FUCK!!!

i tink, dat was something too mean to say to a persson who u dun really noe very well... it just hurts me badly.... i didnt say anything.... continued wid the thing dat i was doing...

wow..... how can someone say such things to me in front of a group of strangers....

i was just thinking dat... the guy shld be glad dat he said that in front of the teacher.... i canot promise that i will not grab his head n knock against the wall.... or maybe simply just one slamming kick to knock him out.....

bt that time i was more sad n hurt than angry.. i just kept quiet.... maybe, tears came into my eye.... canot remember le.... i was too sad to fight, i was too sad to remember...

nobody would be happy to repeat a module.... i am already alone, in THEIR CLASS... with no frens... studying all the bullshits....

i dun like to be together wid them.... i hate IPC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! maybe... i cant just hate all these ppl, so... i got no choice bt to hate IPC....


i have tried to mix wid all these ppl... bt seems like it's meaningless...

maybe i shld start to ignore them in the future...


bt please... dun make me hate you....



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