2008/05/19

i dun know what he is thinking, i also dun know what she is thinking... and worst of all, i dun know wat I AM THINKing

no matter what, i dun wana lose her... i dun want her to have even a tinnny weeeny weeeny weeeny weeeeny weeeny uncomfortable feeling....

she is sad... bt i am sader

she was very important to me.... and she is very important to me.... plus plus she will be very important to me.

she is just worried that she wont get the chance to see me as often in the future.. she is scared that i fall for the wrong person


this makes me feel bad.... very bad.... as if i am the bad-est person in the world..
i neglected a fren who really cares abt me...
and the reason of neglecting her, is that i am busy with another guy........

shit... i just feel bad....


our conversation was very serious just now... i keep promisting her things... which i dun know if could do for her


i know it's hard to balance, bt at least let me try....

okay gals no more tears on this stupid shit okay? dun depress okay?



faster go get ur BF, then i can go peep on u while u are dating... sit oppsite u in the Ferris Wheel and pretend that i dun know u...

okay? okay?

dun emo... i love you



wat a sad day....


i still cried when claire puting her fater's ash into the sea.... even though i know that her fater is not dead.....

i am so dumb..

dozing off at 11:17:00 PM