2008/07/18

woke up and saw his msg... which ends with a "TMD"

if it's not that early in the morning.. i think i will have all my blood rushing to my brain.. and i will click click click and type loads of vulgarities in my reply...

lucky it's in the morning.. all the emotions were not functioning well... knocked to dead slp again aft read the sms...

i knew i need time to think of something to reply... but maybe it would be better if i just blust him with all my anger...

people without all these tempers seems to be unreal sometimes...

or maybe i am having my tempers out of control tooooo often recently?



had an emo day.. heix... all the fuckers happen to be here on the same day.....

=( has been speaking things like "WTF" for countless times today... =(

my good gal image was ruined...



anyway... thx to strawberry ice-cream

thx for listening to all my complains and naggings ever since last last sunday....

thx for all his patience and consoling sessions...


maybe it's time for haiyu to learnt how to stand on her own feet

let me solve everything by meself... i will learn to take care of meself... then i can take care of him......

wont be bothering any of my frens/uncles with my same old story ever again.. ( no promise promised.. just try not to....)


i want to be happy

and i will be happy!

dozing off at 12:25:00 AM