watched 《一个好爸爸》 while doing the cross stich...
i think this is kee swee's latest movie... ha ha~
最近打电话回家，都是妈妈在听。。 跟她讲
几句，也就草草了事。。 很久没有跟爸爸通电话了
那天妈妈还说，“你讲你要去德国，我们就给你去。。 你讲你要每个月多拿100块，我们也没有反对。。 不管怎样，还是家人最疼你，有什么事情，要跟我们讲”
我知道她的意思。。
可是明明就不一样啦，不是么？
换做是以前，她大概会说“你这死小孩，最好不要什么都瞒我。。 是我在养你耶”
就是这样，Nothing has changed.... BUT everything is different.
自从这次回国，跟爸爸生疏了很多。。 很多事情也都不再跟他讲了。
没办法。。。我就是这么的顽固。。 一旦觉得 感觉不对了，就无论如何都不能强迫自己在继续下去。 感觉上的事情，又不好跟别人说，只有自己心里清楚到底是怎么了。。
这样一来，就好像自欺欺人的鸵鸟，明明知道危险即将来临，却只能把头埋在沙子里。。 明明知道已经出了问题，可是还要装作若无其事的样子，不去提起。。 继续摆出 我正过着幸福快乐的日子的样子。。
也许有一天，该跟爸爸重新开始。。抛开自己所有的顾忌，把心里积累的委屈，无奈，甚至怨恨都一行一行的读给爸爸听。。 然后再努力的跟爸爸讲很多很多话，不停的讲。 这样，大概我们两个，都会比较好受些。。
过去的事情，就算了吧
不管怎么说，他毕竟他是我爸爸
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some pictures taken last friday....
the day for the pBL presentation.... o(*n_n*)o
i entered wrong lab in the morning... so pai seh... lucky the class inside the lab was 2A04...
it's my own class inside..
but yet it's not my class... long story to explain...
any way..
joined their presentation when it's almost finished.......
dat's mine and kee swee's feet...
tua kah bei? LOL
hm.... dat's our feets.... the picture appears to be black & white...
but i guess it's not really black & white..
is it? is it not?
i dun knw~
the gay way of sitting.....weee weee... swee's leg sexy leh~~
ha ha... we were sitting in a row and staring at joel while he was presenting....
funny la~
class photo!!!
we took the picture while HE was not there...
see how happy we were...
we were so CUNNING!!!!
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progress report for the cross stich...
i always keep thinking that aft the hair is done then the whole thing is done...
today then realise that i have start with the guy's shirt...
LOL............
feel lyk making one for meself as well....... so cute la~~~
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ever since last sunday...
or thursday??
there was something worng...
i cant tell what is wrong.. but.... maybe there is something missing?
i dun knw...
i wanted to ask.... but i knew standard ans will come back to me:
Nothing is wrong.... it's just i think too much / sense too much
OR
i am not doing good enough to make things right...
i have been trying... very hard....
maybe to you, it's effortless..
okie... enough.....
whatever....
at least i am still trying....
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has been happy for these few days....
has a feeling that my highness will be gone by tmr....
arent you ppl glad that the CUNING hotdog made me happy?
LOL....
in a mood of chating...
but dun knw whom to talk to....
dozing off at
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