2008/10/26

what a day... what a night...

okiee... i think it will be good if i start with the ending of BBQ

i was with raynErd waiting for my precious bus 51

and when i board the bus... there was this group of I_D_A_s on the bus...

they were super super super noisy.... maybe they are celebrating their new year on the bus..

it's always them... I_D_A_s..

yes, i am rac***... super rac***... please la... if all the ppl dont like u ppl, there must be a reason right?

after the bus goes for a while... then i realised something wrong.. i took the bus from red hill to west coast.. it shldnt have came to chinatown area

so i alighted from the bus...
to check am i on the wrong direction
and also to get rid of the I_D_A_s

and then i realised i am on the wrong direction...

=/ how great..

i crossed the road, and my dear 51 was no where to be found.. please la, i loved 51 so much just because it always come to save me in midnights/dont knw how to go a place...

but tonight, it just cant be seen

lucky, there was 143... the last bus, to pick me home =)


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i think i have to phobia of seeing 3 digits in my bank account

cos 3 digits = need to ask father for $$ already... which is like the thing that i hate the most

that's why i am working very hard now, to maintain my 4 digits....

=( life is hard

生活不是林黛玉，不会因为忧伤而风情万种


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alvinN said that i am spacing out meself

unfortunately i dont knw the meansing of spacing out... so i went to do my research

space out:
Stupefy or disorient, as if or from a drug.

great, i dont knw what is stupefy and disorient as well :)
i really dont kwn where did my B4 for english came from man

forget it... the chinese for space out is: 把...间隔开

simple :)

then to ans the question

maybe i am spacing out meself

because i am tired... dont really bother to go out or talk much

too much things for me to do all at once... project, job and shift house all bombed me at the same time..

and also might be i am geting niao-er and niao-er

dont like this dont like that... a bit of things also cant tahan.. trying to avoid the crowd
the kind of lonliness feeling is some how gone... i'd rather be alone sometimes...

some other reasons, not to be mentioned here... maybe will talk abt it during drinking session
(if we could ever arrange one, we are all so busy recently)
(plus i dun really feel like drinking.. i think i had enough alcohol for my life while i was in Germany)
(or it's because the alcohol here is much worsest compare to Germany.. then i dont like them already)



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this is definetely not the PMS period

but i am super moody... even more moody than the moody diagram

easily pissed easily fidgeted
super impatient
always complaining
crying more than ever...


i might be under a bit of stress

but i have to leant to handle, learn to control my temper

learn to behave like a 20 yrs old
(isn't this good? u all no need to entertain the super irritating and the super childish haiyu anymore)

i have to

thx for all the people that offered me help in the house thingy

no matter it's about moving or renting me a room... but haiyu's way of living is just that she dont want to create trouble for the others

let me do everything on my own first...
if really canot, then i will turn to u :)

really thx for everything that u all offered
it makes me feel that i am not alone in the country

thx

loads


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there was once, i asked ppl "am i irritating?"

some said yes, some said no

but there was one who said "yes, you are irritating! damn irritating!"
"but i'd rather u be irritating.. at least i'll knw that u are ok.. irritating is better than emo"

how nice of this person

:D

dont worry, i am not emo

i am just trying to digest all the stress i have

get ready to meet the upgraded version of haiyu soon soon

:D

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i miss Lee

i am so Leelified


hai yu is shutting down

da da daa daaaaaaa~~

dozing off at 1:01:00 AM