2008/11/07

i am so sick of being sick

out of no reason... just suddenly felt the tightnees in my throat..

it hurts whenever i swollow anything...

cough cough cough... things were bad when at night...


same thing happens again and again

throut infection ---> swollen throat ----> cough cough ----> fever ---> vomitt


the kind of feeling is sick.. even just thinking about it

all the things that were supposed to go down went the other way up...

damn it


i start to fall sick more and more often


i think nobody feels good when he/she is sick

so... is it okay for me to be a bit bad tempered?


this is supposed to be the time that i miss mama the most...
yet i cant tell her that i am sick
cos even if i tell.. she cant help bt to worry about me



i dun knw why is it so funny if one person vomitts

i have taken all the pain and disgust by myself.. i nv needed u to help me in any way

no need to worry, i wont bother anybody



i told u all these, not because i am begging for anybody's help or pity


u may just leave me alone

i'd rather be alone for now...



i am sick

i am tired

i got test tmr

i need to study

and yet, u are talking bullshit to me

tell me how not to get pissed





i miss my girlfriend

i miss mama

dozing off at 12:51:00 AM