2008/12/28

really, there are some nice people that will brighten up ur day :D

thanks for being so nice to me~~ really....

last night, i was in pain... really pain... pain until a extend where i just want to knock my head against the wall so that i can fall "asleep" and get away from all the pain i had...

i dont really talk about the bad things that i suffer to dad... but this time, i really cant take it

nothing much... just my teeth

:(

but it really hurts like hell...

forgive my limitation of words... it's fucking pain!!!! yes, FUCKING PAIN!!!!!

so i turned up my lappy... but seems like my neighbour wasnt in a good mood... i could log onto MSN, i could chat... but i cant see the webpages

so i had some chat with alvinN ... to distract meself from the pain

and i tried my best to concentrate in the funny shows, so that i could forget about the pain...

really thanks to my friend-----alvinN

thanks for accompanying me going around the world
really thanks for helping me when i needed someone the most

have been watching the show "friends" ... what they sing is really right "always be there for you"

how sweet :)


and thanks to my neighbour.. who allows me to come online and keep bla bla bla here :)

even though it seems like i can only use my internet at certain corner of my room.. i am happy with it :D

thanks to the nice Singtel guy... i dont want to bring up any more troubles for him.. but really, his effort has made me smile... and feel so so so happy~~~~

weeeeeeeee


i am such a lucky girl


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things about flyer isnt so hot any more.... so praying hard that everything is going to be fine after the new year.... so that i can get back to work...

=(

i miss flyer

i miss the process of printing money -_-!

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for the fact that i am really not feeling well at all....

really think i couldnt make it for this up coming grading... i dont have the time to learn my pattern.. so forget it

i shall go for it next time

and... shld i fight in the IVP?

i am not prepared... both mentally and physically

and now, i am like living just to eat porriage and stuff....

not much extra energy could be generated for tough physical trainings

but still, i want to give it a try..

i know meself very well... if i stop again, at this point of time.. then that's it for me and Taekwondo.. i wont come back for it any more

i still want to try my best

i still love my Taekwondo... for the first time in my life... there's something that i really want to do it well...

Fight till the end...

dozing off at 12:30:00 AM