since the pictures were taken, they are meant to be uploaded

they say they saw me on joc's facebook

"how u know it's me?"

"see ur butt then know already"


oh my little butt XD

i kick ugly :(


i know u see dia dia

but i see me also~~~ wearing a super big shirt which were meant to be mark's


i dun know since when taekwondo had sooooooooooooo many people

streched before i went to sleep

cant really strech to the max at that time

cos of my super duper muscle pain pain pain ... LOL

people always have the idea that i am born flexible

but nobody knows i used to be streching everyday before i sleep and when i just wake up

used to be

only i know how pain it is when i strech in the morning

ouch

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i hate myself for being so fat

i hate myself for unable to control myself

only i can hate myself, u cant

i nv drink my favourite coke for 2 weeks

i nv eat rice for one week

i never eat my chocolate for a lot a lot a lot of days

maybe 5 days?

i had been cutting down on my chips and sweets since long ago

i really tried my best, and yet i didnt get what i want

how dissapointing

dont think that there's only one person trying hard

open ur eyes and see, there are thousands of ppl trying their best

i also did run everyday okay?

how can u ask me "what have u been doing for the last few days?"

i nv eat for two days and only drink 1 bubble tea in the two days

when i look at my body, i really dun know which part of it can afford to lose more weight

dont look at me with that kind of face

you are in no position to doubt my effort

i had given the best part of me to taekwondo

my time, my money, and even my look (when i already dun look nice) :(

i am so pathetic to do well in taekwondo

i need something to brighten up my life

i really really really want to fight well

i really really have to fight well

i love taekwondo

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it's always good to see him at work

especially on valentine's day

he's as perfect as usual

it's so nice to see him

even if i cant be with him :(

happy valentine

and i love my girlfriend

jia you at ur zoo

dozing off at 12:48:00 AM