2009/02/20

this is my 299th post....

i have been working very hard on this blog man~


after watching "the curious case of benjamin button" things about live & die started rushing into my head

i have been always imagining about the life after i die.. probably it would be nothing....


still i think about my funeral, imagining myself floating in the air, waching all my beloved friends crying for me :)

xin wei~


maybe it's about the jordan incident... i am afraid that i might just die off after my lunch


so i wrote something on my blog

i want things to be in a certain way after i die
i sure will have things to say to my parents... and my friends

so, just in case~



it will be saved as draft

if i really dies... please open and read it


this is gonna be fun~~


i think Lee know the password of this blog...
she helped me out with some blogskin things last time

if not, alvinN defenitely knows my MSN password
i saved my blog's password in my email ... as draft


to save ur time, it's the 300th post of this blog



good night to friends who can only read english



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据说刚出狱的犯人，每次吃饭都不知道饱

因为受尽了监狱里不饥不饱的折磨，他们总是担心吃了这顿就没有下顿。。。 于是拼命的吃很多

大概，我的经济状态，也就是这样吧

暂时不算是穷人。。 可心里很清楚的知道，穷的日子早晚会来。。 于是，只要一有机会，便拼命赚钱

当然，我赚钱的机会也不多，flyer 罢了

可是，就会很没头脑，没主见的 傻傻的，只要人家打来，就答应回去做工

我怕。。。

那种连方便面都买不起的日子，我有过。。。

我真的很怕一切又重新来过


痛恨自己是一回事
回到现实，努力工作努力读书，又是一回事

分身乏术

我不过是凡人一个


一个总是担心下顿没得吃的凡人

dozing off at 1:12:00 AM