2009/07/21

alright, i am down with fever

not really down~

i am quite high when i saw my temperature was 38.5 this morning...
still hesitating should i go see the doctor, or just eat the medicine that i had the other time?


i am energetic
i am eating a lot
(i got this from my friend)
and the fever wasnt very high... the last time i took my temperature was 38.2 nia
so i dont think there's a big probelm
:(

should i go to school tomorrow?

are you scared of me?
*tigo* *tigo*

and friend....
the pickles that i bought the other day wasnt so nice
it's a bit too hard
i think the cucumber as old as me... that's why~

and the bottle was SUPER DIFFICULT to open...
i so regreted nv let u try at WCP... >_< then u would have helped me to open it i got something with bottles... they just refuse to be opened by my hands dumb dumb bottle
>=/


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i just dont like to stand at taxi stand
i dont like all the dumb dumb ppl
they dun feel 100% safe with the tour desk
and i did tell them that our ticketing counter is in front
but they would still go in
fine~
and when they already bought their ticket.. they would come and ask me
"did i pay more?"
"what are the promotions going on?"
so what if i tell you that we are giving out free tickets? you already bought ur ticket~~

and the ppl from tour desk are just irritating
THEY TALK TO ME!!!!!!
>_< they are strangers... i velleeee scare talking to them
there's one talked to me at bus stop after work some more
..................
i dun like strangers to talk to me

you just get to meet 1001 diff type of ppl at work
there's this cleaner aunty
first time i met her, she asked me "you china girl china girl?"
so i replied "yes, i am"
i can tell that it's very obvious that she look down on china ppl
as she keep saying "here good ar, you can earn a lot money"
"you china girl very lucky they want you work here"
all her sentences were automatically repeated by herself for at least twice... as if i cant catch up with what she's saying to me
i talked to her about 10mins... even though i dun feel like doing so
i am such a nice person XD

the second time, i met her during my break again
so the "you china girl ar, you china girl ar?" topic started again
again......
all the "here good ar, you can earn a lot money" things came back... just like the previous time
=/
still, i answered her with all the "en, yes, ar, ya, right"
and i feel irritated
but still, at least i did reply her.....

the third time..... was yesterday
the moment i see her, i just feel like running away
and yet, she came to sit beside me
心里的OS 一直在讲（摆脱不要跟我讲话 求你不要跟我讲话 我很怕你啦，不要跟我讲话！！）
the "you china girl ar?" question came right after the moment her butt touched the chair

how many times do i have to ans that question????????
do i have to entertain you???????
so what if i am from china???????
you are not anything better than any of the china ppl!!!!!!
i answered you twice, it's enough!!!!!!!!
i dont think she remember me, she's just randomly asking all the people... maybe~
or other than me, the china girl, nobody ever talked to her... .so she wants to find me again

i didnt ans her this time
i just ignored her
老娘心中有三把火在烧 啊！！！！很想打人啦~
i wish alvinN was correct, ignorant is peace =/
and then she was bugging some other ppl sitting at back, asking them to change the channel to her hindi channel
but channel 5 was showing some movie... ppl refuse to change
and she came to me

"you dont want to watch this right?"
........ i didnt answer
"you want to watch indian show right?"
....... i didnt answer

心中os不断。。。 上帝把她抓走啦，这样一直跟我讲话真的很恐怖啦~ 我以后会乖，各位神仙不要这样吓我

she just kept talking to me and talking me
to an extent where i cant stand her any more... so i just stood up and left

sometimes, i just feel like it's so hard to be ME
so hard to be a china girl
i dont like to tell ppl that i am from china when i just met them
ppl always biased against us
if i tell them right from the start..... ppl tends to keep away from me
it's the sad truth...
i know there are not so nice china ppl who are not so like me.....
but i will nv deny the fact that i am a china girl
i love my country....

i know whatever i do, i caht change the way ppl think about tipical china ppl
but at least i tried
no need to complain for being a china girl
it's not anybody's fault
things happen in such a way for a reason
i am not blaming anybody for treating me bad



i am who i am

you dont like me?
fine, i dont like you either

dozing off at 5:18:00 PM