2010/02/12

the "should i fight in IVP" question has been revolving in my head for countless days and nights
i still dont know the answer
i have thrown the coin for at least 100 times
head go tail dont go
tail go head dont go
no no no again again.....

i cant decide
people are all telling me to go
last year, i had 50% of confidence... i lost to my opponent, 7 vs 0
this year, i dont even have 20% of confidence
will i die at NTU?

i wish i had some motivation...
i dont want to go there with a mind set of "fight lor, if not no chance liao"
i have been avoiding sparring like how the vampires avoided the sunlight
i got no experice at all
it scares the shit out of me.. really!

though i loved taekwondo a lot
really really a lot
it doesnt means i am good at it
i know how lousy i am, no need others to tell me


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制服伴随了心仪对象的整个高中时代
第二颗纽扣，是最靠近他心脏的纽扣
凝聚了那个人所有的感情


所以呢，在毕业的时候，女生会向自己喜欢的男生索要他的第二颗纽扣
男生呢，也会把自己的纽扣留给喜欢的女生

from: プロポーズ大作戦

there's always hope when it seems to be hopeless for yamapi
there's always till hopes

will it be the same for ace?
i heard manga character never really dies, they will always come back unharmed some how
will there be hope?


CHANCE!

dozing off at 8:48:00 PM