2010/04/12

seriously, i think you know very well that there's something wrong between us
can u stop irritating me and just let me be alone for a while?
go ahead and do the things you want to do... go to the places that you want to go

i dont intend to, and i got no right to stop you

but if everytime we talk, there is some awkward feeling, then shut up and stop talking to me

once, i was regreted for saying all the mean things to you
but now, i am even more regreted for not being mean enough to keep you far far away from me


actually there was time for me to stay for dinner
but i was so afraid that i cant control my own emotion, and eventually i might punch you right in the face
i am not a good actor, i cant act as if nothing happened and talk to you normally
so stay far far away from me

i will never be like you... doing everything with a purpose behind
i really dont know how can you even talk to me after doing all these shit behind my back
sorry i cant trust you any more


please fuck off

dozing off at 9:35:00 PM