2010/09/13

when the word "neglect" poped out in my head, i was scared by it
am i nellecting someone that really matters a lot to me?

i always thought i didnt have many friends, i can manage them well
but seems like it is much harder to do so when i am working, even just as an intern
maybe it will get worse when i start working for real

my unhuman timetable will murder all my quality time with my friends

but, the friends i have now are really the poeple that i care, and at the same time, they do care a lot for me
i want to have them in my life, always and always
i will try my best to keep in contact with them... <3


it might seems as if i am spending a lot of time with my taekwondo friends
but actually, not so much of the going out part, it is the training that has been taking up a lot of my spare time
ya, i know i am always replying with the "sorry, i've got taekwondo"
there is nothing much i could do about it... i have to train...

i have not seen pinkie for a while, and i miss him :(
i dont like army, i am slowly losing all my male friends :(


the national tournament was fun and yet kind of disappointing
i didnt expect something much better, but it is still too harsh for me to see it with my own eyes
nptkd is where i first started my taekwondo, it is really a club that i care. i am concerned about everything that is happening in the club, no matter how small it is
and i really really want to help the club in any way i could
if the club needs referee, then i will go get my black belt and go for the course
if the club needs more coaches, then i will go become a coach... ya ya, who wants to be coached by me is another issue
but this is how much i care for the club, and i am willing to put in effort

so, is the others willing to do as much as me?
i am on my way to grant my promises to NPTKD, what is the resting doing?
i am not asking you to put taekwondo as the first priority in your life. come on, we all got to face the real world. we still need to study, need to work
but at least the basics? at least do what your position requires you to do?

maybe i am not in the position to give comments and shout at your guys
but the situation of the club now really makes me worry, and i want to help


i miss the days when i was just a white belt
sir adrian used to train us, i am deadly tired after each training, but all the more i want to go for the training! everything was sooooooo fun!!!!
we ran together on the track every time before training starts, i am always slow, cant catch up with the rest
but, there are always seniors pushing me on my back.. literally.. LOL
we kick hard we shout loud
we eat together after every training
even as a white belt, we are always "invited" to watch national tournament
it really makes me love taekwondo more and more and more

why does people lost their interst?
why people dont join in even if they are interested?
we seriously need to find out the reason....


how now brown cow? T^T


there were this real cute guy at the tournament
hm.... i know he has always been there, IVP, CKS, friendly match....
aawwww, just so cute, that's all.

dozing off at 12:01:00 AM