2010/09/08

this is a story about the glory of some unlucky taekwondo player

maybe this is to prove to me that it was wrong for me to say "i dont believe in luck, i believe in skills" before my tournament
the phrase "the best defence is to attack" was read a few times before i enter the court
and then attacked my opponent

i would always and always remember the moment where my feet landed on her face
it might be one of the best moments in my life
her facial expression had signs of fear, unsure, stunning, regrets and so much more
not really the entire sports hall, but definitely many made the noise of "awwwww"

i didnt really perform well in the 2nd and 3rd part of the match
my mind was totally occupied with "head attacks" i was trapped there and cant move out
persistence may not bring you good all the time

i didnt win my match
i have to admit that i wasnt good enough to win
but i should not have lose to someone like her.

i wasnt so sad at first

when i steped out of the court, i saw the handsome mr 19 sitting there
and then i realised my great fail was seen by him, i feel diu lian
a very good sir actually messaged and asked about my match... thinking about the trainings that he gave me... and the concerns he had for me, makes me feel very bad
guess my eyes were a bit wet

but i didnt want to cry in front of HIM
not as if i truely agree with the things he said to me
i dont want him to get the wrong impression that i regreted for not following his directions
my tears arent for him

when i saw my friends, the first thing i heard was "nice slamming kick"
it really comforts me a lot
they are still my friends, being there to support me and seeing all the good things in me
i really really appreciate their presence and supports
<3


i really really want to thank all my friends, who wished me luck, prayed for me before the tournament. and also those who pushed me to my maximum, i like how they forced me to training, dont allow me to sit down during trainings... helping me to warm up before the competition...
i love my friends
i love my fiance taekwondo

this match has totally brought up my interest for sparring again
seriously i like the kind of excitement

i really treasure my time at school, with my lovely taekwondo kids
i hope there is a way for me to continue even when i start working for real


i want to fight again
i want to fight endlessly
i want to be gold medalist

i dont want to buy the icecreams :(
second time losing a bet in my betting life....

dozing off at 12:49:00 AM