I shouldnt have complained about my life. I might have came to a stand still in my life, but this is not the hardest for me. It is harder for my parents. Papa especially.

I dont have any income. He is still feeding me. I do feel sorry and useless, but nothing much i can help....

People told me that i have grown up a lot over the years. They had no idea how scared i was to even think about growing up. I tried my best to avoid it.

Now, i got no more choices. I have to grow up. My parents are getting old, they cant wait for me any more.

Sorry daddy.
It took me so long to understand all these. Dont worry, you've got me now.

dozing off at 1:26:00 AM