First time over the past 6 months, i dont even dare to look at my passengers in the eyes.
It is definitely my fault, i got no one else to blame. But i didnt do all these in purpose.

I know it is too late to say that i want to make it up to the company, the rest of the crew and the passengers. But still, the deep guilt truely stabbed me right in the centre of my heart.

It is my duty and responsibility to bring my 180 passengers from one place to another safely and on time. If possible, make it a pleasant flight for them. When i fail to do so, i just feel so useless. Feel that i have upset them badly.

Right now i kind of hate how careless i am.

It has been a bad day for me.
I cried 4 times over this "small issue". Trust me, i didnt meant to let all these to happen.

Give me bad roster, mak

dozing off at 5:37:00 PM